5:48 PM | Friday, January 30, 2009
A new start - Everyday!
Finally, a movie with the 8 and my first Nc16 movie!!! It's not even my birthday yet but the movie theatre at Century Square actually allow you in if you are gonna be 16 that year. Heehee. But the goddamn movie suck ballz (Love matters). It's just talking about sex and all so may I know what makes it Nc16?!?! Huh?!?! Board of films?!?! I swear Sg is still not OPEN enough. Like srsly, we fucking learn about sex in school so EXCUSE ME?(???)
I'm just glad the 9 of us went out for a MOVIE again. Hahah.
Anyway, I'm gonna go game soon. I need a DS so I can play cooking mama. Fking hell :(
I liked POA today. I think I'm getting better. I hope so too.
Hello Zb, just wanted to tell you again that everyday is a new day okay! There are new suprises everyday, HOR? Hahaha.
Okay. Aunt is complaining about this man.
Aunt(in cheena): Na ge wu gui wan ba dan.
See, this is what Mahjong can do. That guy also another bastard so what the fk.
Okay game time. Baiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~
Love.
2:31 PM | Thursday, January 29, 2009
Incompetent fucks
I've been cursing and swearing at those assholes working at youknowwhere. I'm so ticked off because if they can't give me what I want by Saturday, the one who gets all the bullshit is ME. So, is it unreasonable that I get so worked up?!?!?! Omfggggggggg. Okay I need to chill.
Today, is the only day, in the past few months, that I've stayed online for so long. I usually log off within half an hour without saying "Goodbye" or anything like that. That's why I get complains. Heh.
I skipped school today because I woke up at 7.20am. The time that I'm suppose to leave the house and the thoughts of having to do canteen duty just made me not want to attend school anddddddddddd Mum went Bangkok without telling me but everyone else. Tsk.
Less than 8 months to N level, less than 4 months to the big separation with my 4year mates. J and I are gonna be the loner next year in da team. Can we just quit...
Sigh. I hate this year. Meow.
I need to go gaming now! Hahahaha.
I realised many things now. We haven't quarrelled for quite sometime now but you didn't notice.. I don't know what should I be doing now. I read your blog and the posts that you posted on days when we quarrel badly. I guess we're different now. Someday, we will end like how Emma on Bride Wars ended with her husbandtobe. You saw me growing up for 4 years already. How I wish I knew that everything would stay the same.
Before Hk Trip,
During Hk Trip,
After Hk Trip,
Current,
My other 4 that I'll never forget.
^
(No matter how emo Yang is,
No matter how much coffee jokes(inside joke btwn me and her) Xe needs,
No matter how irritating Pok is,
No matter how nonsense J is.
I love You 4!
Thnks fr th Mmrs, Xoxo)
Till the next time(when I can be bothered),
Much love.
7:00 PM | Monday, January 26, 2009
Strangers
Happy CNY everyone! ;D
I am only allowed to sleep last night after 12 and the praying and it's full house at my place today. I get Angpao so who gives a shit. Aunt cooked so much food that it looked as if my house was having buffet. I kinda have enough angpao $_$ already and I don't really care too much for another one. I GOT A RED PACKET THAT CONTAINS $2. BLOODY..... But everywhere and everyone is recession ing so . .
There some eclipse or some sort yada bullshit going on with the sun and I see people outside "camping" alr.
I really can't be fucked blogging. I just needed everyone to know I'm still alive, :D
OH, my first match is on the 2nd of Feb which is next week. Please come and support your Mother, ME :D
Ok love.
(The wedding game SUCK)
1:12 PM | Friday, January 16, 2009
Once again, on my own
I cannot depend on who I used to depend on anymore. I can't complain what I want anymore. I don't have to walk to the interchange to take 109 home anymore, there's no point. Everything that happened before is the past now. I really wish I was that flawless and good enough for whoever had me.
We sat at the park near my house last night and I remembered clearly how much fun we were having 2 nights ago before last night. Last night was totally different from then and this is how god makes fun of us, i guess.
Maybe it's better like that. Just incase 2009 gets any worse.
It's time to focus on what I'm suppose to.
I hope the rest don't fail me. I think I'm strong enough this time.
Thanks Jeremy! :D
I promise you I'm always here.Trg time soooooon! :)
11:36 AM |
When your heart is searching
I skipped the second day of CIP. We spent the whole of yesterday morning folding those big black bags and taping them with doublesidetapes and folding the flyers. Had our break and went to those blocks to give them out to every single door. Today they are collecting it.
I had a good sleeeeep. I must watch Ghost whisperer tonight too. I saw the trailer and I alr feel the sadness(?) LOL.
I shouldn't blog. F.
I love Yilin anyway hahahahahaha.
Ok baby bye!
7:19 PM | Monday, January 05, 2009
Light and stars
I actually feel like taking Astrophysics (sp?) when I further my studies. I fucking love Mr Lee. So do the other girls, heh.
Anyway, I'm at ramp inter's mac. Waiting for him as something happpened at somewhere.
I'm down with flu and cough. But they are minor so it is alright. But this just shows that I'm falling sick.
Yes, fall sick.
Lee chai noi was very nice to me today. I like and I shall continue to be good until she make noise about me.
I like school. Kinda. I like being a 16 year old girl. I wanna be forever seventeen though. Won't ever grow old and die. But this is life. Sigh. I'm startingtowork hard for my n levels already. Why didn't i take through-train. . But not as if I would enjoy it much so -
This is all for now. Till next time when I get better.
Love.
3:57 PM | Sunday, January 04, 2009
Voices
I had a nice talk with bf at the macs near my place. It was a gr8 talk and I'm glad we had it and so does he. I guess I'm just too much of a girl at times. Now that he is working and stuff and I have my own trg and competitions I guess it's kinda fair for the both of us.
First day of school didn't turn out that bad. Our canteen looks more awesome than the temporary one obviously and it looks like a KOPITIAM. Good stuff is that I'm having a air-conditioned classroom for a year and probably next year too. Too bad to all the suckers who are stucked at the old classroom block, pity.
We have a permanent POA teacher, a new SS teacher(Since my fave Nelly left :(, now it's Gloria - my vb teacher incharge) and I can't recall.
Trg last night was good..NOT but only until towards the ending it turned out okay. I'm glad I returned to my normal "form" - The way how I should be playing. I hope I can stay this way till I grad.
Anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyy. I feel like going out to buy something to eat. I'm thinking of............. Hahaha. I'm home for today and I'm extremely bored.
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You really think your friends are your true friends? Think again.
They never really understand you because they don't go through the same thing.
I guess I just never really understood what you all meant by being FRIENDS.
I shouldn't say so much. . It's pointless and it will never get through to YOU.
If you keep the faith, nothing is too tough. - Yc
I will continue whatever I'm doing right now, keep the faith and I'll get there.
3:35 PM | Thursday, January 01, 2009
Goodbye 2008, Hello 2009.
It's a new year. 2008 went pass quickly. I will never forget 2008, and the people who came in and went outta my life ;D
This year has been a great year.
EastZone>Nationals for vb even though we won nothing but I guarantee this year, we'll get it.
Valentines was a gr8 one this year! (luv)
Sec3 Camp, Hk trip and all the breaks inbetween.
Highs and lows, whenever I need someone, that someone will be there.
Thanks Jeremy, nevertheless ;D
New Year Resolutions:
1. I will study hard and pass my Nlvls
2. I will do my best to win the Champion title for my graduating mates
3. I will not get any yellow forms next year
4. I will try and not to piss Mummy and Daddy off
5. I will not hate anyone and love everyone
6. I will try my best not to disappoint anyone
lastly, the one that my friends would laugh at..
7. I WILL LEARN AND SAVE MONEY (!!!)
I wanna thank for those who had made my life better and this world a better place for me:
My team mates, the group of girls and "guys"(ROFL), people of 3C2, people I know in NgeeAnn, Coach, the teachers, Ch, Yl and Kenneth bro, Yc Kong.
I love you all and happy new year! ;D May all of your wishes come true and all the best for this year! :)
(Sian, it's January again LOR)
Thanks Ch, have a safe flight.
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We had a picnic at Pasir ris park but ended up at Xe's house watching Twilight on the 30th. Rooney's laughter really crack me up like ballz.
Yesterday, we had trg before the year countdown. Zy, Jerline, J and me cabbed down to
bistro@Changi and that blood cabbie ticked me off. Tsk. Reached there and baby was emcee ing(sp?) the whole thing with his boss or w/e so the four of us had bacardi and took pictures. Went to Tamp for roti prata and yada yada. I fell asleep while waiting for the food to come and home at 3am pluspluz.
Every year's countdown it's the same anddddddddddd there's fucking school tmr.
OH LORD.
Okay tv time. Until the next time I blog. Love y'all!