Its hard to express what I am feeling right now. All the wrong emotions coming in at the wrong time causing me to stay up. Best thing is that there is fucking piano in the morning.

I used to thought I could do this whole long distance relationship. Now, I doubt everything.
Paranoia, wrong emotions coming in at different parts of the day, all the quarrels we have.
Yes I know, nothing can stop us if we want this relationship to work. But I'm tired of sitting here everyday waiting for your return. Yes, it's another sickening 16 days. I know very well that I get pissed over minor and extreme stuff. Getting agitated when there is no need and everything.

Ok fuck. Everyone just burn and die. Exclude those who don't deserve to die.

Now it's my Mum's turn.

(extremely pissed and unhappy)

Try and bring me down some more and I fucking swear I'll fuck you up.

Sometimes, it's better off liking a girl.
Why can't guys be more sensitive and REALLY understand feel how a girl feel instead of thinking they fully understand a girl's emotion at that moment in time.

Everything appearing infront of you, looking as if it is really what it is, is actually all just fantasies and bullshit you wish and hope for.

The past taught me lessons and finally, this line can finally be used:
"For making me feel like I was the ONLY ONE"
Anyway, I kinda got over it. Not much point harping on it right now.

Good luck to you with doing whatever. I don't feel like saying anything anymore. I'm fucking tired.