Trg with the juniors ain't that bad. Gym was painful.. Anyway, if YOU* guys wanna thrash us next year, I guess you've to train twice as hard as presby in order to thrash us because I remembered clearly that ever since we lost to you at 2006's minicup, we've never lost to you guys. Best of luck,huh!

Christmas is coming soon!!!!! Yay I love :D

Supposed to watch Beverly Hills Chihuahua with the bitches but because of Sarah Tan...Tsk.

Anyway. I need to go out and chill tmr.

Kinda ticked off right now.

Burn.
I'm stone ing here at home infront of the laptop right now. I am waiting for the bitches to tell me if they are going to Yt's class chalet 'cos it is empty andddddddddd Yilin to tell me when she is done packing/unpacking her stuff. I wna go catch another movie but our dear sarah is in some financial crisis so I have to spare a thought for her. Heh. Anyway, I feel like going to 85 for dinner tonight. Goddamnit.


Yesterday training was such a gr8 "training" that none of us in the team trained except for Xe. Well obviously something was up that caused the inconvinience and those hurtful stuff coming out from the CEO of the Shen Organization's mouth. I pity myself and the team. Ny players are leaving for Sarawak. Even though it's a shitty place but it's better than going to HK to enjoy the weather and meet lousy players. Fair enough if we're gonna get good players but fuck, no. We have to train with the sec1s tmr. Another level of hell. I don't understand the kids nowadays. Getting so bloody.. Complicated. Lily* joined into their world of childishness and started bitching about my team. About all that is not true and I don't know why did she do that. Probably just wanting my juniors to love her more and hate us. Hi Lily*, don't you know you play Volleyball like some Well fuck it if she sees this. I don't give a shit whether I am not suppose to know or not.

Anyway, I'm out.

Ly and my sis is trying to piss me off with all those voice clips over at Msn (!!!)
Hahaha. Idiots. Might turn up at her front door later.

Tata!
It's the International Not-Very-Nice day for my dear Jeremy and me. He keeps saying "Hey, that's not very nice" to whatever I say to him like "Shut up" and all.

Wild Child with S,S and J.

Life is tiring. I'm drained. I wanna give up on Vb and I wanna leave to somewhere like HK.
I didn't regret buying the tee that I bought stating "I -heart- HK". I love the cold weather and I hate Sg's weather even though the country is so safe. How I wish everything nice from every country can be placed into one. Then it will be like one of our supermarkets that sells all the very expensive food.

Anyway, I love you all who love me and hate Sg's weather and fuck life.

YILIN IS BACK IN SG LATER TODAY!!!
But I have fucking training. Spoiler, I HATE.

Out. Of this place.
Its hard to express what I am feeling right now. All the wrong emotions coming in at the wrong time causing me to stay up. Best thing is that there is fucking piano in the morning.

I used to thought I could do this whole long distance relationship. Now, I doubt everything.
Paranoia, wrong emotions coming in at different parts of the day, all the quarrels we have.
Yes I know, nothing can stop us if we want this relationship to work. But I'm tired of sitting here everyday waiting for your return. Yes, it's another sickening 16 days. I know very well that I get pissed over minor and extreme stuff. Getting agitated when there is no need and everything.

Ok fuck. Everyone just burn and die. Exclude those who don't deserve to die.

Now it's my Mum's turn.

(extremely pissed and unhappy)

Try and bring me down some more and I fucking swear I'll fuck you up.

Sometimes, it's better off liking a girl.
Why can't guys be more sensitive and REALLY understand feel how a girl feel instead of thinking they fully understand a girl's emotion at that moment in time.

Everything appearing infront of you, looking as if it is really what it is, is actually all just fantasies and bullshit you wish and hope for.

The past taught me lessons and finally, this line can finally be used:
"For making me feel like I was the ONLY ONE"
Anyway, I kinda got over it. Not much point harping on it right now.

Good luck to you with doing whatever. I don't feel like saying anything anymore. I'm fucking tired.
I feel like swearing but there isn't any point. These days, things ain't that easy anymore. Everyday, wanting to do certain things gets tougher and more challenging. I dislike my life but what can I do. I dread training but i still show up. Sent my sister to the airport because she was leaving for 3 weeks. I'm still glad that she liked the stuffs I bought her at Disneyland. I feel very good seeing her smile though she is irritating, heh.

Will upload the pictures soon when my dear sister can be fucked. (Actually, all the pictures are uploaded in my folder alr. Thnks sis) I did something bad at Disney which no one will expect together with my accomplices-Sarah, Sheryl, Joan and Phebe. Leaving sookjuan innocent. I hope that I will be able to join redsports and earn some cash and I know it is gonna be hard but when is earning cash easy?

I'm at hk cafe now settling the bill. See y'all soon.

P.s There is this fucking bitch going around botching about me and my mates who dn't really talk to her.
I wonder what is her damn problem and she is such a big boaster. The biggest you've ever seen. I assure you that you will never expect someonelike her to say such stuff. I really wonder what changed her and I hope she realize I'm not someone who sits by and ignore this bullshit that is NOT the truth. Fuck you, bitch.

Yilin, I miss you :(
Open house:
(The pictures are quite massive in size so you guys prolly can see almost everything but yeah^^)


The booth, a tad failure, heh.

The trophy and everything else

The straws are for...

These bookmarks! ;D

I took that from Esther. Dance rented it from a shop and I borrowed it from Esther :D

Lunch time

See me eat (#1)

On the way to trg...

And see me eat again(#2) ROFLMAO


We lost but we got 2nd. It has been tough and I'm glad it is over now. Gr8 game Jurong ;D That dumb Eileen ain't back from Beijing yet! Tsk. Anyway, I've to pack my shit later and buy strappal from the pharmacy at Whitesands.

Fuck, my fucking eyelids have been twitching since 3 or something (!!!)

I've to go. I'll miss Yilin so much. Awwww. She's flying off to Taiwan on Thursday so yeah.

Love y'all and take care!

You said you would never leave me
I believe you
I believe
I'm flying off this Monday to Hk. I will miss those I would miss ;D you know whoooooo hahahh.
I won't be blogging till the 22nd I reckon. I should pack the rest of my things tmr night and sleep early.

It's our last tomorrow, it's now or never so we're gonna fight it all with every breathe we take in. I promise I'll bring home the Champions once again and make it known to everyone that NgeeAnn is now stronger than ever. We have won every single game 2-0 with our very own effort. We will not do things that make us feel regretful and therefore, we shall win tomorrow's game and show everyone what we have and what we can do.

I LOVE ALL OF YOU.
GOOD NIGHT AND WISH ME LUCK.

Ngee Ann, Ace
We're into the finals, playing against PresbyRed(..) on sunday @ YioChuKang Sports Hall, either 12pm or 2pm (hint hint everyone)

Being in the team and being the C..it's so bloody tiring that I swear it's not funny. I hate my life like that. I'm deprieved of sleep too. Anyway, I'm gonna watch Madagascar tomorrow with Yilin and Jowilly(I hope) I saw the trailer and it's so funny! The first ever time that I'm this interested in Madagascar or something similar.

Three more days and your mother, me, will be getting out of sg for 5 days. Don't tell me, I know no one will miss me. Anyway, we will be having friendly matches ;D and Disneyland. Not forgetting to shop around! :D I'm looking forward going to the Dimsum restaurant, hohoho..

We got our team tee already and the word 'Team NgeeAnn' is so fking tiny that it might as well not be there. Such a waste of our money for that tiny printing. Tsk. Got our shoes and most of them can't fit into it. We're getting another jersey for the hk trip so it will be the Adidas one.

I am very tired for everything now. I need to return to my MP house to get my crocs that I'm bringing to hk or maybe I shouldn't. Okay I'm just gonna rot on the bed and see what I can do after that. It has been raining(!!) AND SHIT, my pms is coming soon. OMGOMG. Better not when I'm having fun in hk. You know how much of a spoiler pms is.

I'm talking to Ferd and he was telling me how much he don't wanna stay in Vb for however long. I guess me and him thinks the same way. OH WELLL FERD, GO HAVE A CRY. Hahaha.

Tata people,

P.S Good game Jurong and NgeeAnn ;D
P.S(2) Hi Belinda, you're labelled the most Gl kid today in the whole volleyball 'industry' ROFLMAO!
P.S(3) I got myself no. 14 for my hk jersey :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD (because you know why :))
P.S(4)HI PEOPLE, WE NEED YOUR SUPPORT, COME DOWN ON SUNDAY, THIS IS NO CHARITY OR SOME DONATION DRIVE.
We won ShuQun 2-1. I had never played a match, till my face turned as white as a piece of paper. My Coach was extremely shocked too. We won anyway. I am glad. Next up is Presby Red, I rly hope we can win.

I declined the offer for throughtrain. Some of you might think that it is a very dumb decision and I am wasting the opportunity. It's my own choice. I fuck up my own life, I'm responsible for it. Yc called the moment he saw my post last night and thinks that my reasons are reasonble. I don't understand why you insist on me going into through-train. So what if I don't understand your pain, your whatsoever and I always make the wrong choice.
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(And the story continues)

Maybe, maybe, you should just find another girlfriend who respects ALL your decision and doesn't give you so much trouble and everything painful you have to go through.

Nevertheless, I still love you.

(YES THERE IS TRG WOO!!)

Love.
I have been offered a place in the through-train class next year. I have been stressing my ass of for the pass two days just because of this. Hello Eugenia, you are so stressed now too. No doubt.


Yesterday's match was postponed due to the fking idiots sitting at Va... It has been postponed to Monday at 5.15pm. 5.15pm, AGAIN. Tell us the same damn thing again, old bitches.

Life has been great. We have been winning all schools with 2-0. Talking about the strongest school around eh . .

Ok, im out. Tata babys!
I'll be out of Sg on the 17th!!! YES!

Check this, take notice the guy who is holding the mag, he looks totally like Vishal I swear:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7MEmNvgoA-c
Okay great shit now. I can't play for the team until my report comes out. I was at the doctor just now, getting a check up for my heart that has been hurting me for ten months or so. Now that my heart hurt like a million needles poking yesterday due to the nervousness in me, my coach and my teacher made me go for a check up. I just hope the report comes out soon and I can start playing again.

There is a match tmr and I can't play. (FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK) Okay. Good luck to my dear mates then.

Anyway, it's Sarah's birthday today so Happy birthday Sarah! Please study hard next year!

We got through the first round and onto the second.

Good luck to the others. I'm out.