So many things to say, so little time. Such a big space to place all my thoughts yet I just can't express them with the words I know. I hope I will get through all this and I've reached one of my goals - not to hate anyone. Mum have been encouraging, so did Jeremy and the others. I have a few more papers to go and I'll continue to have sleepless nights as I wait for the results to be out.

I hate my life. Just like what you said, it's inconsequential.
But I like the people in my life. I've made a few new friends.
I know what's important and what's not.
I know what's gonna happen when Phebe Poh leaves the team. You will only hear me say "I'M FUCKED. VERY."

Bye all. Finally dinner with mum.

Sigh. So much on my little mind.