Won 2 matches, all down with 2-love. I am going for the next match now. I am very lazy. . . Anyway, we will be having matches until Sunday. It's only the first round. But yeah anyway. It's Halloween and I am coming home to stone.

I skipped school today, I only attended school once this week. I am hungry now because I haven't had anything since I woke up. I was going on about JEREMY'S hair yesterday because I disliked it soooooo much that I had to keep complaining. Yeah it's not MY hair so I should keep quiet. Ok, that's the way.

I need to complete my holiday assignments and everything else. I'm getting a camera soon! I just don't know which one to get though. .

Ok time to go for the stupid match now. I hate this but I like it at the same time. Everyone bless me and my left ankle.

LOVE YOU ALL ;D
Happy Halloween too! :)
(Hahahah I totally ripped my title from KidsCentral I think? I can't really recall but only the guy's voice which goes like "Let the real battle begin" or "The real battle begins" Lol. OH, OKTO IS SO IRRITATING. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FUCKING SET IT NOW THAT I CAN'T WATCH CARTOONS ON KIDSCENTRAL(!!!))

Today's the first lesson of EAP and I've skipped it. I'm just feeling to much of a holiday(even thou it's so not a HOLIDAY) First match today at Hougang Sports Hall, 5pm! Ok. It's supposingly a sure win match.

Happy birthday Zb. This is a late one. I totally liked the Salad and everything there. The food was great. I asked her bro if he does catering, heh, I want it next year at my party ;D
Many said I looked like Jacq that night...So I "eeee" her the whole night long. Hahaha. THANKS FOR THE KISS ANYWAY ;D Too bad we knew each other a little too late, now that you'ree graduating :( Bussed to Simei Eastpoint for late night starbucks with the people. I "hate" Eug and Joan now. Hahhaha.

Now that I have nothing much to rant about and life's been pretty oh-kay...
I'm gonna bathe and meet the mates now for lunch and onto the battle field.

GO NGEEANN OWN THE DAMN CUP THIS YEAR!!!!!

This whole week is like EAP till 1230>Match
WTFUCK MEOWMEOWDUCKYDUCKY YOYOYOYOYOYO.

Bai LUV YOU ALL! ;D


I skipped the last day of school and I'm feeling very awake now.
It's the holidays already, but no for us. We will be having another 3 weeks of EAP.
Best thing about the whole EAP thing is that CorrineLiu will be our POA teacher for that 3 weeks. I've made it through sec3 and I will work hard next year (I know talk is cheap la but I will) 'cos it's teh freaking Nlvls and I don't wanna be in ITE.

Sunday is nearing. It gets closer every damn day, like DUHHHHH. Yeah. I just remembered TJH have yet returned me my jersey. Which made me recall that Xe's in trouble with her royal blue jersey that faded to purple 'cos the shirt couldn't take the intensive washing process.
Oh well. Everyone in the team knows that her granny's a clean freak. A million times worse than my mum 'cos I thought my mum was the worst of them all.

I'm gonna go bathe and have me lunch. Ball time!

P.S. I LOST WEIGHT AGAIN, ANOTHER 1KG down.

I love walking home every now and then. Meow.
Math: 26% (25/140)
English: 60% (25.5/50)
Chinese: 58%(48/70)
(All three are overalls for this year and those in brackets are my papers)

Now I'm done with my exams, I can say that I feel relieved. I'm not one of those who retained and I'm not the bottom 30%. My results didn't come out the way I want it to be but anyway, I'm just glad I am not gonna do my Sec3 all over again. It was tough. My bff is not retaining(again) but my two other "bff" are. Bloody faggots, tsk. Next year is gonna be a boring year. I feel like quitting school already. Sigh.

Anyway. I skipped school the whole of last week and I skipped today too. Training last night was good and there will be no training this saturday! It's zb's birthday anyway so yay! Fun fun fun after the exams! But the first match will be on the next day. Such a spoiler. . I can't wait for the goddamn Hongkong trip even though I am going there for training most of the time but it is still a kind of experience. Not forgetting that we have to go thru 3 weeks of extra lessons. Fk. Which starts on this tuesday so basically, it means that we have no holiday. I don't even think it's a proper holiday. There's so much for the volleyball team. Bitches. . .

My mum didn't tell me she was going to Malaysia again even though she knew I wanted to go. I told her the last time. Okay, so much for taking in the words I say, mum.

I'm going out soon. See y'all babiesssssss!

(I just remembered I'm taking Nlvls next year. WTFFFFFFFFF?!?!?!?!!?)
I need to watch this. It looks nice to me and i wanna watch ittttttt. Anyone?


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Skipped school for 2 days without feeling guilty 'cos to me, the holidays are here already. Hear the jingle bells ring! Ok, too early for that. If I did attend school today, they are gonna bloody haul me ass to the old folks' home and do CIP. I'd rather rot at home then.

So anyway, I'll be going down to nearby school and see the usual.
My sisters are out, leaving me the only one home. I'll drop by dunman and see how the juniors are maybe.

Thinking of next sunday's PROGRAMMES, I already feel like....crap. We're gonna send ourselves onto the court and start kicking asses. We can do it, Team NgeeAnn.

I
am
bored
outtaaa
myyyyy
goddamn
asssssssss

1, I wanna go to the beach
2, I wanna watch Nights in Rodanthe
3, I wanna watch The Coffin
4, I wanna get champion for YouthCup
5, I want christmas to come soooon

Ok. That's about it.

Until so far, my life has been pretty alright.
I'm still surviving but not anymore when I see my math results. I would faint on the spot ok.
ON TEH SPOT YO. Alright. Time to prepare.

Tata.

PS. I'm gonna change my url soon. (Buryourhead.blogspot.com, ?)
(This whole chunk of wordssssss are removed 'cos I love..... ^^)

I got home early cos I wanted to have my instant noodles Ok, someone is gonna scold me right after he sees this. It was bloody raining and my shoes are soaked. Totally. Even though I had my FCUK RAIN. I am meeting the zharbors later at the same damn place. Argh. . . Anyway, I watched Connected recently! It was kinda funny and thrilling. Heh. It's suppose to be a thriller. Well done k. I've got home for an hour alr and I haven't had my noodles. I'm bloody starving.

I need someone to sponsor me cash. My pocket gets burned every week fast I swear. Ask Jeremy, he can tell you why. Okay I'm on the plan that I walk to the CC later. Or maybe cycle. Ok no walk. I can then burn some FATS and make everyone stop calling me FAT. 'Cos I fucking hate it. I will lose my 4 kg. I will.

Ok charge ipod time and eat and sleep and start my walking journey to the CC.

Luv.

(Weve made it thru 14months..............................holy shit)

I NEED TV NOW. SUDDEN CRAVING. LOL.
I'm not fucked for Physics even though I finished it within half an hour out of 1.5 given. I'm pretty confident. Anyway, after the exams, there's a lot of things going on during the hols so I'm gonna be tired everyday. (I have dark eye rings now)

Stuffs that are coming up..
1, Zb's birthday(she has been waiting for this day to come. Counting down don't know since when)
2, Sarah's birthday too
3, First game for Youth cup on 26th of this month(wtf?!)
4, Hk Overseas Vb trip
5, Open house exhibition for Vb
6, Waiting for death

I'm gonna be bloody tied up and fuck the 3 hours diff. btwn sg and aust's time. Sure has caused extreme inconvinience.

I am feeling alot right now....I don't know what to say (Faber Drive's, Second Chance)

Ok I'm gonna get outta here and go change and head over to MP to grab my stuffs and meet the drag queen.

Bye all.
Now that I kinda have a half-time, away from the books, I'm gonna rant(not exactly)at this space until it's time to leave the house. Bloody sexist(Jh) still can't confirm with me whether she wants to go or not(not that you have to know where we're going to).
So suprised that my Bff, JR is studying. Hahah. Okay not real Bff. He even asked Poh to call me. Tsk. Okay partially my fault cos I was lazy to go check. My bag was downstairs and it was already 1! I have to call the Asics guy. I am scared. I should have told boyf to called("Hi, I'm Carolyn's legal representative":)) Okay gay.

Oh, note to my dear team mates,
There are a few shoe sizes not available. So maybe...I don't know what will happen. There is a possibility that the design of your shoe might change. It's not my fault, I'm not apologising. Screw Asics if you want.

A little bit of correction, Eugenia is Zayden and not Zayne as she changed her freakin' name and it slipped outta my mind for a second when I posted that out. My bad.

Next, hello Carolyn. So you do read my blog. Now that I have checked my Haloscan which I rarely check(explains why I took so long to find out), I know what to say to you. I will not post anything that is relevant to you on my blog as I'll go look for you. That way, it makes things easier. We don't have to go through the hoping and waiting over the web. If you think that I hate you, then why do you even bother to say sorry? Why do you even give me all the 'Why?' and apologise after. You are weird. Go think about it until I see you in school. You can then explain to me WHY. (Smiles politely)

Anyway, I'm going out with the Sexist and the Cow to read up a bit more about Geography which I know little about. It's time, Carolyn. Well shit, I promised I'm gonna do my best, I will. I'm gonna read read and read all my notes that Ms Low gave and send myself into the class for hell session tomorrow. It's only 2 chapters for this subject. I can do it. I will. Okay, enough of the make-believe. There's no tomorrow.

Still, today is good. I don't have Amath and I slept till 12(I had to pee, so I woke up-.-). I am feeling extremely lazy right now as the sky outside is turning grey and you know what that means. Think, raining outside, you staying in a aircond. room. Steam man.

9th December. Ok, ready set go. I can make it through(the rain).
17th November. Hongkong here I come.

I need to find out that place in...Osaka I think. Where I can get the dolls I want. G. bought it for me and it died eventually. I really liked that doll alot. But G* can't seem to remember where is that place. I remember it's a village...I still kinda do remember how the dolls came along too. I need to know where that place is...Oh..Someone.

Ok I need to bathe and haul my ass to Tampines to study with the people.
I need to lose another 4 more Kg and I'll reach my goal. It's a tad unhealthy but.....I'm desperate!

Jh confirmed has already confirmed the time with me, I need to go bathe and get ready to go out(Finally). I can't stand when my mum is around. Sigh. But I barely see her at home too...
OKAY BAI PEEPLE.
(LUV INCL.)
So many things to say, so little time. Such a big space to place all my thoughts yet I just can't express them with the words I know. I hope I will get through all this and I've reached one of my goals - not to hate anyone. Mum have been encouraging, so did Jeremy and the others. I have a few more papers to go and I'll continue to have sleepless nights as I wait for the results to be out.

I hate my life. Just like what you said, it's inconsequential.
But I like the people in my life. I've made a few new friends.
I know what's important and what's not.
I know what's gonna happen when Phebe Poh leaves the team. You will only hear me say "I'M FUCKED. VERY."

Bye all. Finally dinner with mum.

Sigh. So much on my little mind.
At this final lap of the run of this year, I am going to fail everyone who looks up to me. I do not know where to start revising from. The first two papers starts on Friday. I have not cleared my Acid and Bases and Extension on Trigo yet. I hope I will later. I am so fucked for the last final papers this year. I just hope I'll get promoted. That's all I ask for. I don't wanna fall when I'm nearing the finish line. Be it I'm the first to reach or not. I do not care anymore. I just want to complete this damn race and enjoy my holidays while it lasts.

After all this competing and jealousy, I realised this is not the way. I then realised what Sj said was right, in some way. "I know I can't beat them, so I just try and beat myself." Meaning she just keep improving and get better grades. I always ask myself, what am I fighting for? Fighting for that number 1 position in class? No, I wasn't. I fought because I knew very well that I can do better. It has sure caused me unhappiness. Explains why I have stopped and I do my best, for myself only. If anyone thinks that I'm still being competitive then I guess I should apologise, to disappoint you as that is not the case. Everyone wants to excel, no doubt. It's whether you have that capability or not. Not many things can be done within one night, it takes time. I obviously hope you all are able to take through train and that will spare you all from the agony of taking Nlvls but things don't work the way we want it to be so we all just do our best!

I know you all don't give a shit, but I have lost 4 kg in total (!!!) I will walk home everytime when I'm at CC. YAY. I'll hit 56 by the end of this year. I won't be able to shop in Hk when I'm there because it ain't the summer season. Damn! Never mind. Let's go kick some ass over there. I hope our trip wont' end up like TableTennis and Badminton's. Their's were badddddddddddd.
Tsk.

Life is not great at all right now. I'm trying to be as positive as possible.

Bye all.