Yes, it's true that these days aren't easy anymore like how they used to be. I wish my younger days would return..sigh. I hate to be sandwiched inbetween my damn parents who do not really give a shit for how I feel. They think that I'm taking sides. Obviously not. I hate to see my dad leaving and I hate to see my mum who wants to leave. I can never get the best out of both. You will never get the best out of me. Their marriaged caused me to reconsider about relationships and getting married. I don't wanna be like them. I don't wanna fall out of love. I don't wanna be heartbroken.

I need more self-esteem which seems like I can never have enough. I want what I want and I don't wanna fucking regret shit after I have done it. Thanks J.M. for those comforting words, if they are true.

I am on better terms with math already. I just need to fucking clear my Trigonometry's Extension and I will be good for the end of years. And Merabel, I'll see you at YouthCup. I haven't forget that I promised to wait for you after one of those matches. I'll reconsider since you are so mean on the comment.

China trip, leaving on the damn 16th of November, which means, we will have to request for walkover. I hate that but in exchange to experience those Cheenas in China, it's kinda worth. I'm payin' to get pinned down on the floor with a volleyball. Hello Cheenas, please spare me.

EUGENIA NG KANG TENG, WHERE THE FK ARE YOU, MY GOD(!!!)
Someone nice enough to buy me Mac breakfast tmr? :D PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE?
Oral tmr and my language papers starts next week. DIE.

K bad mood again. Even though the Pms is over.
Night all, study hard!

Finally, it's the 16th of Sept.
But long way still..
Sigh

I don't think I can srsly trust your words. Right. I felt guilty for a night. Well yeah.
I am getting over it and shutting the fuck up. I need to get out of this. Badly.
I don't give a damn if my Eng is as bad as fuck. I don't even need to try so hard in the first place.
Don't speak, liar

I am srsly in a fucking bad moood now. Blueblack on my hand. How is it even possible.


FK YOU
FK YOU
FK YOU
FK YOU
FK FK FK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! __
BLDY PSY FCD BCH, I SRSLY FK HTE LRS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had enough of those cheatings and playings. I need god of war to vent now.
I am fucking going into the toilet and cry my ass off

Sorry, I just needed to curse.