I am being paranoid-y again. But then, what's new. I thought the most hated nightmare won't ever come back to me but my dream last night proved me wrong and it's back again, haunting me. I was fucking paranoid over a text dad sent. I thought it was from..... Well yeah fuck it.

I skipped school as I have already said last night somewhere and I am not in a good mood, anymore. I am fking pms ing away and bloody emo ing away. I'm gonna vent my anger by playing God of war.

One of my fav.,

Why- Secondhand Serenade

The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.

(why do you.....................)

I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.


Sigh . .
I guessed you forgot. Or maybe not.
Happy 13th my love.