My title isn't any random title but it means something. Well shit, my dad just text me and said that he ain't gonna get me my ipodtouch (Sigh no. 1) Thanks dad (Mark the scarsm) As I've said, bad things come all at once and good things happen like how you pay your installments. Ah well. Again, so much for trusting what people say... (Big sigh)


Sigh no. 2, basketball girls lost to Unity by 2 balls! Tsk. It is such a waste. They were 2 balls away from getting into the top 4! Things never really always comes out the way you want it to be, I guess (and I know)
Sigh no. 3, I'm so gonna fail my math. I can't remember my Cosine Rule and the others I just totally fucked up. I teared but there is no point. I hope my Geog can hit the passing line at least. Let my pass my Combine Humans pls (!!!)

English was pretty alright today. I hope I score for my summary and all. I do not hold any hopes of passing my math, at least I know I won't get a zero.


Okay. I feel like shit but so what. I feel like shit everyday and will never fail to feel that way.
Dad just called and I cried. I finally told him my shit. Mum is near me, being a pussy still. Why can't she ever understand. She thinks that I'm always out and not studying. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO MY MATH, WHEN WILL SHE UNDERSTAND THAT I TRIED?


(Oh, dad is getting me my ipodtouch, he changed his mind again. Tsk, fickled minded like girlz)


I hate myself for thinking so much into stuffs, worrying so much, being so no confident in myself and being such a dumb loser. I feel like ending my life soon after I do what I wanna.

(Here Zachary comes telling me words again, senseless ones-.-)

I
AM
SAD
I know I keep saying that I'm sad but I look perfectly fine and I know I don't say anything about it but I really am. I just want to say it here but not anywhere. I know I'm a tad troublesome but ahhhhhhhhhhh

kill me
shoot me
burn!!!!!!

Someone....save me.
Sighhhhhh

"I know it's mad, but if i go to hell,
will you come with me,or just leave?
I know it's mad, but if the world were ending,
would you kiss me, or just leave me?
Just leave me. "