Home from training. Over stretched my left thigh when training was gonna end and it hurts big time like ballz. My butt hurts too muscles ah. I hate trainings now but bel came and made it better but Phebe's last training made me felt like nothing but shit. Was emo ing inside and I felt like shit.

Morning with Phebe at Asics,somewhere at genting lane aljunied. Stayed there for 2 bloody hours and it's not easy okay. I was on the phone for almost 2 hours k. Dumb. That shoe cost like 70 bucks. Any sponsors?!? But I liked it though. I want a pair of Onitsuka Tigers too!!! They cost at least a hundred my god. Any ways to make myself rich? OMG :( I need so many things but my birthday's over alr. Gr. Next year ah. Mum doesn't wanna buy me a ticket to aust. She asked me to save. HOW TO?!

The petty ness in me isn't dead. I don't know what I have against you* but it's all that jealousy bullshit. I feel like killing myself like seriously. (FK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Curse till we all die and fk. I'd bury myself alive I tell you. I can't study but I'm SO FKING DESPRATE TO GET MY THROUGHTRAIN SHIT. Shouldve gone to express in the first place. Dumb pussy.

Are we really inseparable? Misery came to me and it was not a choice. This I need you by my side more than before. I know it's impossible and what can I do?

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(I would type more rly but I cant be bothered)
SAD

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bye
this might be the last time youre gonna see me
not