5:25 PM | Tuesday, July 15, 2008
It never comes out right
I dislike school and I
hate you.
I love my friends. Not ALL but a few that y'know. I went back to my primary school with my sister and J. Saw Mr Oh and Ms Pang. Mr Poh that bastard can just go (!!!) sorta do miss my school. Esp the food!! Only cos ngeeann food suck big time. Seeing things change and all,I feel a tad sad and feel as if I'm growing old. sigh.
People or rather most humans, do not listen to others before they say 'cos they think they are all damn right. When people do the same thing to them,they feel unhappy about it,feeling fked up inside or throw a fit over it. Is this fair or what. That person who gets this shit can never say anything or make their stand. It only gets "better" when they don't know that person who said smth about them. So what if you're feeling pissed or anything.
I curse only when I reallyx10 hate something to that extent or more than I can take in. Moreover,this is my blog. If you dullards can't understand then just leave my page.
I've been in a melancholic mood this few days. No idea why. Thanks for those who showed their concern last night,it's appreciated and sorry for not saying what's happening. I've my rationale behind all this.
All that I see in my phone actually reminds me that everything was real and those things we did had really taken place. Hi boyfriend I miss my tauhuay days with you. (Lol,sounded so like oldsku days man)
I failed POA by 1/2 a mark. I need to get that throughtrain shitz but it's like EL.MA.B3,adding up less than or equal to 19. Oh my bleh. Ok I will and I can do it. (That probably means I can get my ticket in a less stressful way and I can do my studies abroad :D hee visitaustralia.com ah)
IMISSYOUBoyfriend(Inserts hearts)Just come back home(I'm your home darling~)
I missed you but things weren't the same
This time I think,I'm to blame
It gets harder to get through the days
You get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
When I see you cry,it's makes me want to die
Every single day,I think about how we came this far
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
I love how you kiss,I love all your sounds
and baby the way you make my world go round
And just wanted to say,I'm sorryThe 11th month,
please make me hold on to my everything.
I will not break down and give up. I will not.
Unless you do. See the world together? Maybe not.
-BIG SIGH-
I'm all tuckered out after all this. Makes me feel tension and exhausted.
Who do I turn to when I can't talk to anyone? Who can I trust. No one.
I feel so inferior compared to other girls who are PRETTY and GOOD LOOKING.
I feel like shit 'cos I know I'm not the best player.
I feel like fk 'cos I know who's gonna play my opp. in the team.
I feel so stressed out because Phebe is leaving.
I feel so tired because of all that I'm going through.
Then again,what can I do. So we've a conclusion already,haven't we? The conclusion is there's no point complaining 'cos nothing will change(unless it does then it's another thing) and that's precisely my point. ( I thought about it when we were talkin' to the vp today)
Get well baby.
READ THIS(this was what my boyfriend has told me before):
IMPROVE YOUR ARGUMENT(SENSIBLE,NOT THOSE DENSE AND GL ONES. IT ONLY SHOWS THAT YOU'RE A LOSER IF YOU DO THAT.) AND NOT INCREASE YOUR VOLUME(or smth like that).I think sheryl and joan should get it. As in,who this is to.
If you think you know yourself,good for you. You should change. It's not a must.
:) Oh,we ain't your replacement for youknowwho too :)
I'm gonna nap bye
Goodbye to you. .
Fall for you-Secondhand Serenade.
It makes me wanna cry. Sigh.
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over againDon't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another dayI swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to findThis is not what
I intendedI always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me inI'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep