Gonna bathe and go collect shit from Joan's place.
Hope it'll be a good one today. Never doing this again I guess.
I thought it'd be the best birthday ever but...
Oh well. Life's like that. Happy birthday to me anyway :)

No matter what she tells me,I don't really care.
No matter how many times you lied,how serious or w/e it is,I never blamed you.
No matter how you scold me,I never held grudge against you.
No matter how many times I feel irritated by you,I never said anything.
But this time,things won't be the same.
I still remember the times we were having meals,you laughed,you smiled.
You called me at random times and asked random stuffs and I made you laugh.
14 years,I respected you. This is what you gave me in the end.
I guess it's goodbye.


There's nothing I can say to you
Nothing I could ever do to let you see
What you meant to me
All the pain,the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go