So quickly,three months had passed already. (Nah acutally we still have 4 days till it's really over?)
But yeah. This means July 1st will come faster. I can't say I don't care because I just don't wanna think about it and all. I still look back sometimes and,awww :)

I've been studying for the past few days (duh) like at home. Which is so suprising,like srsly.
I've been trying to stay home and study for the past 2 years and obviously,I failed to do so.
This year,I don't know why but like I prefer to stay home and study. Perhaps my laziness huh.
But yeah. I'm so proud of the way I am now. Yeah man. No Nlvls for me next year. Like fuck it if I'm advanced okay. And I've to be top for Chemistry and I want to. But actually.....hahah.

All the training I have has been quite okay. But kinda 'got kick' now. I ache more every training.
My bloody ankle's breaking that I've to wear my guard on everytime,and say,in school at times too. Such an irritant but I have no choice. I don't really wanna visit the doc but I've to. Woke up int he morning with legs that felt like wooooo man. Like really man. Felt as if I'm half paralyzed. =x I'm not kidding. I end up walking outta the house with an ankle guard. Didn't help much but I tried to walk less.

Andddddddddddddddddddd,
I'm so sick of my life. SERIOUSLY.
Ask anyone in the team,who's not sick of it.
I do the same thing everyday,over and over again.
Nothing new just trying to be better and something or improve something.
Don't kill me. Just bring me somewhere.
If I can,I would start this all over again.

Everybody's changing,why not learn accepting?
Instead of complaining,why not do less bitching?
And probably,the world would be a better place to live in.
This ain't the way humans are suppose to be.
We make ourselves who we are now,
who can we blame other than ourselves?
It's always one after another then why not stop and quit?
We probably can never do it but yeah,that's life.
Everybody's different in a way,compromise is da thing.
But then,if you can't do it,then why bother saying?


Sigh. But yeah. I just had to type all these out.
And I so need to get education overseas. Maybe not but I want to :D
(It's so fcking impossible for me to get a scholarship so blah)
This is my life. (Points to above's crap)

Happy birthday sista (love)
Ok byebyebye
SS time

:95 more dayss
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