1. Fall of NgeeAnn Vb,2. Rise(again) of NgeeAnn Vb
Both of the above is because of internal conflicts,bullshit,grudges and rahs.
Now that the team is alright and my dearest Shirley promised me that she'll play well,just for us.
I'm relieved. Nothing else I can ask for. 'Cos my team mates mean so much to me. Really.
It's just 3 years and less than a year with the Sec4s but love for each other grows deeper which makes it hard for us to get over all this fun we had together. Esp. when bel and all graduate.

Lost to SMB but it's not the end,just the road to Champion would be harder.
But it's Team NAS so . :D
No more such shit next match! ('Cos we all promised to do it the right wayyy!)

Hi boyfriend,I (inserts heart) You.
You see this? :)
I'm back in Sgp,feeling both great and a tad sad.
Camping @ Koref in Kahang or Kluang(sp) was a very...experience.
Kinda regret attending the camp but enjoyed myself pretty much despite crying so many times on the first day. I slowly got used to it and yeah.
Brown rice for lunch and dinner,chicken or fish,fruits and bread,biscuits or goreng pisang for dinner. It's all organic fooood (O:)

The camp taught me to be stronger. I saw the team spirit in my class on trekking day itself. Everyone's going like "Jiayou people!" Even to our Haikal,our "hero" of the day. He reached the summit even thou he's so... :) We built our own raft and we managed to make it float for a long time and we were the first. How great can it feel like? I've never done all this before. It feels more like a survival camp seriously. I didn't have enough sleep for 2 nights. Missed home,missed everything here. So I'm glad that I'm back ('Cos I survived KOREF!)

And now I'm Pms-ing,hahah. I kinda expected it and knew it.
And not to forget my cough. Oh oh! Did I say I miss trg? :)
My damn sunburn's killing me. Blah.

Yiting's the world fabulous! -points to her green shirt
Aha! :)
Love you all!
Training as usual today. So bleh now...................
Piano tomorrow,SHIT! I'm losing interest................
Like lyvia but she wants to prove her dad wrong so =x
I wanna hit grade 8 and prove to myself. But it's so hard! :(
And the only reason why I'm saying this is because I'm losing faith in the team.
We can't keep it together and it's falling apart. We know it ourselves if we realise.
We can't beat Presbyterian High. To me. We can do it if we're hardworking enough but no.
My kneecap's hurting again. Wtf! Roah.

Valentines:
This year's probably better than last year to me. 'Cause I got an extra candy from Eug!(inserts heart) And received quite alot of candy from all my love(s) :D And thanks daph for the strawberry and Irene for the gummy. And those who gave me smth,thanks! :D
But hell,I ordered my heart-shaped balloon but it didn't came. 'Cause it's too expensive...
):
Met Eug and all at night and went to PRP and had some fun,hahah :)
Sj was so damn enthu in playing.

I'm thinking whether to go for the camp or not. I don't wna go but I don't wanna do CIP in school with the sec 4s. Unless with shirley's class if not... RAH. I just don't wanna miss Saturday's training.. we'll be back at 530 and I to faggy for the camp. It's tent and all! ):! And mum told me it's some kampong kinda place,RAHHH!

Ah okay,faggot needs da sleep.
BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Goodnight all.

"Tonight I'm falling and I can't get up,
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up.
And every night I miss you I can just look up,
and know the stars are holding you tonight."

I'm doing something that 'caused more pain to my heart.
Past 6 month. I now get all or NOTHING.

Goodbye. I feel like dying. Really.
I need to refresh everything. It's so sickening.
Trg>Home with eug and jw>Bugis,met up with Cep,Sher,Jh

My heart hurts like crap in the morning I got up and it's da lunar new year.
I end up doing the same thing over and over again,this year's an exeption.
I'm at my aunt's doing nothing(well,here's kinda like my 2nd home alrd actually 'cos I'm often here staying over. M.p.'s causing quite a bit of inconvinience you see).
And not to mention,staying in a masionette(sp?) for long's really fucked up cos you've got teh stairs. Now I believe what Lyv says.
I just went over to grandmum/uncle's for awhile.
Met up with Eug,Jw,Sher,Jo at Whitesands for some Mac at 1030 last night and went somewhere ard my aunt's for poker and returned home at about 2?

I'm feeling pretty sick now...damn.
And I never fail to feel hungry(like now)
But I've to endure till later at night and what I hate most is there's gonna be quite a number of human here,which I hate. Cause most of them are pretty much... =X
I'm bored and...have got nothing to say.
I'm gonna go take a nappppppppp or tv. There's ellen at 430 or smth.
I love ellen!! But she got girlfriend alrd :(

I've got da money,but farking valentine's here.
I hate okay 'cos I didn't really intend to buy any shitz for anyone but now,I can't.
Rah. I've to buy something very budget and everyone close ta me gets it.
(AWWWWWW) hahah. Okay damn,everyone now know's I'm da budget wise bitch.

And is saying vulgarities on blogger/lj/whatever wrong?
This girl uses vulgarites on her blog and she's on the headlines few days back.
-.- total bullshit. Blah bla bla,why can't singaporeans be more ...

P.S. Who wants to go for movie marathon? :D
We can sneak into the next movie though! :P
(I was just kiddin' for the second one :@)

Valentines.... Shit.
Yesterday's trg was a killer,damn.
But yeah, I've spent this week nicely and here,another eastzone champ ours again.
Just this year juniors lost the champ to st hildas' but yeah. Ain't gonna bother cause it ain't my shitz. Just hope they really really learnt their lesson.

I feel pretty damn sad inside this few days.. But still keeping myself together and not falling apart :)
School's been okay and human are still as nice as ever.
Hah,tell me,how can I ever live without my group of friends?
Even though some pussy asses at times but ah,love :)
And I realised how pathetic my life is,revolves around volleyball>teammates>school>cliques>home>and repeat the fucking cycle.
Yeah. See. I kinda hate my life but the people around me,are still the ones that matter to me most.

I.have. so much to say,but.....I think.....blogger is not the place to say.
I wouldn't know how to say it to my close homosapien friends too cause it's all from my innermost self. Or w/e.
So. Yeah.

So
So
So
So
Much
To
Say

And sometimes,I shouldn't see what I can see.
Cause I'm just so fucking sensitive and curiousity killed the cat and jealousy kills.
I don't know if what I saw was what would happen in xxx's personal conv. with her but yeah.
We've got such thing called 'trust'. And somethings and inevitable. :)

"Geographical seperation"

People come and go,cherish.