People just go through so much pain in life. But life's like that.
I'm starting to get used to life in school. My work and all that.
How to make my schedules for shit work. Lovin' life now(not really).
I don't sleep in class now,which is a very good thing.
I'm very enthu now to finish my work and all,2nd good thing.
And all the bla. What can I still ask for? :)
I do self-reflection almost everyday.
So,tell me,am I improving,or getting more worse at all this?

I'm putting so much effort to play well and I hope it's all worth the pain and hard work.
I don't ever wanna get sub-ed out again.
Unless there's really a need to. If not,save it.

And life is already so short,why do people still wanna make it shorter and go goddamn kill themselves?
But if I try putting them in my shoes,I would too.
But yeah. Everybody would have times when they think of committing suicide but yeah.
We're all here now. I'm glad :D
Death isn't the only way out! :)

Have I grown up?
;D

Fuck life.