Training sucked today. But that's life. Sad to say though.
Shall not elaborate on what just bloody happened in the noon.
Disappointment really come in blows(I shit you not,haha!)
But heck,some things always make my day :)

Talked/talking to Yuhan.
It's kinda sad and wasted that she won't be going to Nyjc but oh well.
Suprised that she's into nursing,hahah.
But yeah. I said something about #1 jersey.
We use to have the same number. But not anymore.
She's with 6 and I'm with 12.
She's like,I'm not #1 anymore. I'm history.
And you shall make history with #12.
I still remember those days when she's on with the matches she'll go like-Bu yao diu wo de lian ah ! -Looks to jersey number- And I'd do the same to her. And something like hug when we win or smth. Oh well. Memories ;D

Now. I've to move on.
I'm strong and nothing's gonna bring me down :}

Love ya'll!
:)
I miss SYL CHUA farrrk

I'm still alive
glad
People just go through so much pain in life. But life's like that.
I'm starting to get used to life in school. My work and all that.
How to make my schedules for shit work. Lovin' life now(not really).
I don't sleep in class now,which is a very good thing.
I'm very enthu now to finish my work and all,2nd good thing.
And all the bla. What can I still ask for? :)
I do self-reflection almost everyday.
So,tell me,am I improving,or getting more worse at all this?

I'm putting so much effort to play well and I hope it's all worth the pain and hard work.
I don't ever wanna get sub-ed out again.
Unless there's really a need to. If not,save it.

And life is already so short,why do people still wanna make it shorter and go goddamn kill themselves?
But if I try putting them in my shoes,I would too.
But yeah. Everybody would have times when they think of committing suicide but yeah.
We're all here now. I'm glad :D
Death isn't the only way out! :)

Have I grown up?
;D

Fuck life.
Hey there 2008,I bothered to start my year properly so please end my year properly,too.
Had alot of shitz and lovely shitz for 2007. The good and the bad happened to me are already the past and I shall not bring it up.

Had my last day with him here.
Dinner at Yoshinoya and Prp.
I HATE ALL THIS SHITZ. .

I decided to not care so much and trust(which I usually do). Just because of you,screwed up my day that day. But yeah. No grudges anyway. Rah. It's all because of you. Yeah. I'm all emoshitz now but I'm hiding it. I'M STRONG.
Trust trust trust. No wait. Stop thinking about that shit and bla. But I know I shouldn't have seen it. Fuck.
And I'm so gonna miss my last one month.
Prolly the shit but I love it anyway.
Countdown with matez and him,Christmas with him.

Things will be the same from tmr onwards or the day after tmr.
Live life. And I'm gonna stay coolz. And improve on w/e I can and be a better homosapien.
Cause that's the way life is :D
No? Too bad. You can go have a cry ;D