K,so this is sooooo depressing. I'm almost numb,I swear I'm fucking serious.
The once unbeatable Ngee Ann has ended up here,today,being thrashed by Presbyterian Red in the second set.
Too much mistakes. Well,it's too late for all this.
We're like throwing our faces and the name on the floor,literally.
Ngee Ann should've known that this would happen one day,get owned by people.
So not expected and we could've won but no point saying all these anymore.
I'm sincerely apologising for all my mistakes,to my dear team mates and coach.

I'm not sure whether I tried my best or not,but then.....sighs.
Ain't gonna give up still.

I really feel like giving up...I hate what I'm doing now.
I'm not motivated,neither am I self-motivated.
I'm so numb that I can't feel the pain of losing that match,which we shouldn't.
I can't take the it. I can't take the heat,the excitement,the pressure.
I'm a loser.

Just because of something like that,I made myself feel so demoralised.
Even though I don't feel this way on the outside,deep inside,I am.