Training was...alright.
Tired. As usual.
The mushroom farm was alright. Just the sun was -shit.
Subj. combi. brief shit tomorrow. Argh...could've just skip it but shit the briefing.

1st match:
Vs Punggol Sec, Monday,3pm @ Temasek Poly.

1) Fucked up lives and people.
-I owe nobody a living. Just fucking try to understand it.
Go figure how does it work. I'm not the one who supply the tees.
No stock,it's not my fault. I'm not the supplier nor the seller, get it?!

2) It pays to be a good player.
-I've no idea what has happened to my defending,it sucks to the maxcore now.
I want to be a spiker who is able to spike well and defend well. I've no idea how to defend well now. No idea,totally. When a good spiker can peform @ spiker's position,she/he goes to the back position and can't defend,the price of the volleyballer will drop,too. It really pays to be a good one. No pain no gain,you dig this simple shit,carolyn?

3) Good grades,good grades -right...
-I'm so gonna start planning for my next year's school+eastzone/nationals matches+study time+rest time or I'll never make it into Sec4 Na. Got a 50.2 overall result. Like goddamnit,screwed up semester one and yeah. Made the eoy's result go downdowndown hill.
Thanks to myself.

4) 5000 miles apart.
-I chose this path. I'm gonna continue till the veryyyyyyyy end and be the happiest bitch here :)
No matter what,I won't back out. Cause this love is..(:
Just. Unbreakable. Heh :) I LUV J. Hahah.

Goodnight.
Love, Carolyn.
(Till the next time I update...)
So long since I last blogged(...)
I'm so worn out and lazy.
Ratio of worn out : Lazy > 5:2
Lerk Thai for dinner with Yc,J and T.mates! :)
Being a typical Singaporean last night there..
But it was good!

Everything's good nowadays.

I just wonder,I'm always happy as compared to my cliques..
I deserve to stay this way? No idea.
But I'm glad that I'm happy everyday,
don't have to be sad and all..
But yeah,can't avoid being pissed or mad at someone.
Still, (:

Now. Lazy to upload pictures and therefore -No pictures.
Uploaded a few on friendster anway. Uhmm. Some on ECP day out with cliques.
:)

Training now.
Toodles!

P.S. I love my babyyyyyy! :D
Got my specs. Astig+Shortsighted.
New Navel love.
Bugis today with Eug,Ruban,Jw and V.

Trg on Sat was good. Improvents but I've to pay the price.
Kneecaps starts to hurt till sunday night and then monday morning and here comes trg again.
Kneeguards.

I've to make myself proud of myself & people to be proud of me.
I'm not a good for nothing.

I've no idea why I'm been thinking about me dying and all the weird stuff.
Yes. I'm very afraid that I'll just die and wouldn't have a chance to say all the things
I wanted to say to people and yeah.

http://www.papercuttx.blogspot.com/

trg in 3 hr's time.
goodbye sleeping time.
thanks new blogshop.
-mark scarsm.
Been a good girl,studying for the past few days.
I haven't been mahjonging(:
I need someone for my science,it's freaking dying.
Damn.

And I love my clique. Totally.
They're like teh best stuff on earth,other than team mates[:
7(or maybe 8-.-) girls. Teh bonding yox. Feeel itttt. Hahah.

Mac study @ 201 today,
shall not say the long story.
Iced Latte was not bad. Love it xD
....

P.S. - We,frigging humans change.
And its to YOU.