I managed to keep myself home for today.
Obviously I complained but I'm still here,meowx.

So 7/8 of the cliques came over for a stayover.
Supper at West plaza and then blahhh.
Went West plaza again for breakfastttt.

And tomorrow,there's no piano, so-
I think I'm gonna go studyy (hopefully I can and not stone afterawhile).

I Miss You, ):

Pictures,Mid autumn @ PRP

I start to love hard-featured pik-chers yyyyyyyyyo.

The cliques was here [:

No affair baby

I love my hairrrr

I'm such a fatasssss,





It's mid-autumn festival!
Went home and change and met the cliques(w/o Zb this time).
Met sheryl and cabbed to whitesands for KFC with Eug.
Then to Pasir ris park. Took quite alot of pictures.
Starbucks mooncakes,cranberry juice and red wine with a good moon view.
I like it tonight. (Just without baby,): )
Toads and croakroaches.Fugging ewww.
Home @ 9 and sis was still with her friends.

We've got English Paper,Dnt Test and Science test on Thursday.
Now which class can beat that? (Then you must be really unlucky I say, xD)
I need starbucks tomorrow or I can't study.
No it was an excuse. Thanks Ruban for the Voucher anyway.
I didn't ask him for it. No I didn't. He gave it to me. :)

We just have to make it through eoy,then we get holiday.
Nice.
I feel like a little girl who needs to protected like now,so gay,yes.
Like sudden weakness. No idea.
And I need spectacles. Bloody astigmatism,going nowhere. Can Hardly see what's on the board and other things from far at times.
And I need to apologise to my mum, I'm sorry.
I hate myself for doing all these. And I'll get over it.
Cause my mum loves me. And she really does.

Secondhand Serenade-Maybe

Didn't you want to hear the sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear the expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up and
I don't think that I Have the strength to let you go

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered and
I'm here to sing about the things that mattered
about the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
about the things that kept you on my side when
I was wrong Maybe it's just me,
culdn't you believe that everything I said and did,
wasn't just deceiving And the tear in your eye,
and your calm hard face makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song To you,
I might even sing this song, to you and I was crying alone tonight and
I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So Just come back
I'll make it better than it ever was

(I want it all,don't leave right now
I'll give you everything)


Saturday was suppose to be. .
She's just watching over you and me(:
Had a cool day at Joan's place. Mahjong again. Duhhhh.
Gonna have piano tomorrow and sushi for lunch,maybe.

I love my baby,so so much(:
"Well,our love is not imaginary."
I'm really happy to be here with you(:

I'm bored and I did this:

Create your own Friend Test here
Yet another close one gone.
Cause there's no point moaning.
She's gone and she's gone.
Never coming back. .

This is such a random post.
Saying how much I love the group of people I'm with.

I love my cliques,( EH BITCHES,LOOK AT THIISSSS )
Eugenia,Yinghui,Jinghui,Joan,Zhaobin,Sheryl & Yiting.
Even though you all are really some bitches sometimes but all the time being so loud and nonsensical but hah. All crazy girls(am I right to use the word girls? xD )
You guys have been great bitches and I love you guys till the max's max :)

And the guys(In 2C1). Who makes me laugh like an idiot at times-.-
My wife,Sylvia. With me bitching and all xD
My team mates. TOTAL LOVE ALRIGHT :D!

And of course my baby. You're everything I need and I love you.
The one that I believe in,care for and can't live without.
I won't leave you anymore,it's a promise and that's that.
Who says long distance can't work! :)

Farewell my friend(cousin), your time has come.
And never will I be able to tell you I love you again.

Tomorrow's a better dayyyyyy!

P.S. I've got the values card like damn,even though it's nothing big but.
I'm friggin' suprised that I got it. Almost useless. And the fugging picture is sooooo ugly.
Bummer . . Tomorrow's a better day la!
Went to The Cafe at Tamp. Safra for late lunch yesterday after oral with the all the lovely cliques.
And dad came to fetch me from Tm. (Was there after Safra) and went dinner at WP.

And. Then. Sis told me the last thing I wanna hear about my relative.
When I'm learning to cherish whatever I have now,someone leaves and is never gonna come back.
Who knew this would happen after 3 months.

But there's holes in the floor of Heaven,And her tears are pouring down.
That's how I know she's watching,Wishing she could be here now.
An' sometimes when I'm lonely,I remember she can see.
There's holes in the floor of Heaven,And she's watching over you and me.
Slept for only 2 hours and surprisingly I don't feel tired today! :D
How koolx is thatt?

After school went Tm to sign a new plan and I've changed my number alr.
Went Jw's house after to learn Mahjong xD
Yeah I got it alr. It's so addictive woo.

There's like chineses compo test tomorrow,maths and english oral.
Damnnnnnn. I'LL DO MY BESTTTTTTTT :D
(De-stress time+Reflections+Thoughts)
Count from 1 to 3 -
1.
I can't comprehend why's life like that,totally.
Yeah,baby always tell me that we have our days,and yes,we do have.
Why is it so unfair? I was watching tv earlier on and its about saving lifes.
I don't know. People come and go. But I have no idea why people just deserve things they don't deserve.
Baby just told me something about this boy. I somehow felt how he was feeling,roughly. It's bad.
And yeah,we ARE lucky,that's strongly agreed. Sometimes when somethings happen,we then know what's the real meaning of life and cherish. And yeah. You can really find something truly important within an ordinary one minute.

2.
For long,you and me knew it all along. It's just a tag we've been carry all the time that says: "Best friends".
Yes. For all I know,it's not the same anymore and we'll never go back to the past so we get over it and live with whatever now. It's a little thaat saddening. That we'll never go back like how we are.

3.
I'm cherishing things I have now and I really do.
I love my cliques and baby and my family.
It's hard to express my love to all of them. To baby esp.

It's time for me to sleep. I just finish my lit fuck.
I'm so gonna sleep in the lessons later on.
What's with me? I don't know. Just one of those nights I have to go thru and GET OVER.















Confusion and Fustration in modern times-Sum41
Thanks Vishal.

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It's bloody 2am plus now and I'm flucking thinking about bullshit that I'm not suppose to.
It's always the same thing when I tell and the reponse I get. And then, I start to think again. Random.
Okay no,the whole thing wasn't just random -It's me thinking too much.
I'm just afraid,it's not that the trust is not there. You understand mmmeee?
Argh. Fish it.

No,it's not suppose to be like that when the sugar kicks in. NO. (obviously)
I can sense that this thing's so gonna start some stupid shiiiiit for me.
Motherchoot.

Trust me, I'm not the immature kid I use to be :)

Anyone,Raw energy II on fridayyyyyy?
Training was tiring todayyy):

And I'm a pissed shit. I think it's my pms thats coming and I'm becoming more not tolerant.
DAMNNNNNNN.

I love Eug and Zb :D
& J(((:
Tm with Zb after junior's training>Prata house with dad and sis&her two team mates for dinner.
There's training tomorrow. I stopped going for a run for 2 days. I should really stop procrastinating like rah.
I reckon I should get to the doctor soon. My kneecap and the part somewhere located around my calf's randomness is killing me.
(Random that like it starts to hurt abruptly.) and it's so damn irritatinggggggggg.

. . .

People bloodyfully bitch about you but they don't think about themselves.
They just think that they're right in a way or another.
They wouldn't even spend a minute thinking what the fluck they said in the past.
Like the one who's always doing the saying is gonna contradict ownself now eh?
Maybe it's time for you to feel how is it like in other people's position.
And I think you talk like someone owes you something when they talk to you nicely,understand me?
It doesn't feel good when people talks about you when they don't even know any bullshit that's going on uh.
What's with the use-to-be thing man. It'll go to the recycle bin now 'cause no one would use such a rubbish sentence now. And I'm not backbiting you here.

The past WAS real,what is it now?
'Cause we're never gonna be the same,anymore.

Goodnight.
*Correct me if I'm using wrong english eh,I'm trying to speak good english and be understoood :D
I had a dreadful night. Damn. I was so freaking pissed by my mum this noon.
Get over it.

Oh and anybody wants to join me in watching the play presented by Five Foot Broadway RAW- Believe.
It's at the Recital studio of Esplanade on the 22nd of September and tickets priced $16(Inclusive of booking fee). So just,mail me if you're gonna join me! :D
-Link.

Raw Energy II,7-9September,7-9pm at Stage@ Powerhouse.
Monofone, Vertical Rush, Saw Loser, J.DA and Ublues.
& oh,it's free(: I think it's worth spending the time listening to good music.(Even though it's free).
Saw losers are gonna have one on Saturday at the Esplanade at 7pm.
-Link(Saw loser)
-Link(Raw energy II)

Yay,anyone's going with meee? :D
Say yes say yes(:

I need chicken riceeeeeee):
So hungryyyyz.
Went to Hougang sports hall to watch volleyball match with Phebe and Isabel.
Tnt won Red sports. 3-1.
I think it's quite worth to watch and I think I learnt somethingggg :D

Then after went Hougang mall's Lj for lunch. Sutha,Karmun and May came along.
After lunch bussed down to Tm for movie. Watched Evan Almighty. It's super . .(something good).
(My title is the title of a book that god(if i'm not wrong) gave to Evan as a guide for building an Ark.)

Andddd,went Safra for pool. Cool time.
And mum fetched me>Aunty's house>Home.

& I'm in a good mood todayyyyy!
But baby's. . I don't know,hope he's okay.
I think there's hardly anyone who reads my damn blog now but I don't care (:

I went to the library and borrowed a book:
He Just Thinks He's Not That Into You
(The insanely determined girl's guide in getting the man she wants)
What a cool book indeed and totally woohhh.
But the book's like for reading purposes only, only becauuuse I've the guy I want already so yeah. :D

And like less than half an hour ago,was on the phone with baby,trying to share what they said in the book:
"Stop telling them I'm your boyfriend" means "start calling me your husband!"
then he went all blahhhh(in a good way) and I told him he's thinking too much xD.

And hmm,hairspray on Sunday,anyone? (:
....

There's hardly anymore nights like that.
When I start to feel sad and all.
I just hate tonight,really.
I felt pissed like for no reasons and I'm pissed with myself now.

Goodnighttttt people.