I hate my Pms that's causing me moodswings T.T

I'm suppose to be at the Airport fetching someone,but oh I woke up at 1.30Pm so forget that.
And now waiting for 3Pm to come so I can go for training.
Yes ah. I want Longjohn now T.T.

Yesterday went grocery shopping at Giant. 2 hours.
And Ate at Ikea,3hours or so.

Then cabbed to fetch Lixuan and went back home to leave the things there.
And went Presby. for match.

Mum came fetch me at Hougang Sports Hall then went to eat with cousins.

What's all the hardwork we all put in together?
Yes,now the 5 that remains are the ones who really care.
You all 3 should burn and die.

I'm still feeling so...sad.
I wanna turn back time,but it's so not impossible.
I wanna be with you,but it's just so not impossible.

I want a nice nice team cause I use to think we'll be the team that no players had left from there before. But no. We're from 8 to 7 to 5. Two left after the damnit heartless one did.
Cause you can play in the team,you left. Are you selfish? Yes you are,very. You left us with all the past and presents and shit you. We don't need you anymore. I know it's not right to say all of this things here but really. So many of them won't be in the team they still stayed. It's not like you gonna warm the benches forever right? _l_ get over it carolyn. To think I/We cried for you to make you stay,yes,I did the right thing by walking away that time while they're still talking.
Cause theres no point and I could somehow see that we're going nowhere by doing that.

And You*(I bet after you reading this you'll know who you are), I know you're down last night because of what P* said to you,indirectly. And _l_, did I even say something bad to you about that? She said something bad to you, it's not us. If you think she deserve to die, then just say her and not other people who didn't offend you. We all shouldn't die,it's her. If you wanna die too,then die. If you didn't said that to me last night,I wouldn't be typing all this.

I'M DAMN IT DESPRATE TO BE REALLYREALLY HAPPY BUT INSIDE I'M FEELING SO DAMN IT BAD. I FEEL LIKE SORROWING,BUT I CAN'T. DAMN IT. I HATE EVERYTHING NOW.