Warning: My post is gonna be long and loh-soh today + Emo.
No love, THERE'S NO LOVE HERE.
_l_ + T.T


At Tampines Sec. for teacher's soccer match.

Juan's birthday.

After we got the championship title, debrief time and they started crying again.

After P.P. at some sports hall,forgotten.

I miss Cgirls.Really.
We hugged,aced and sang together and other things we did together as a team.
I love our song,the barney song. We got quarrels and settled it after.
Promoted to Bgirls, You* left. We cried and tried to make you stay,did you? No.
We worked hard together with all the tears and sweat. Got the Nationals Champion title,promoted to bgirls and everything turned horrible.
From a team of 11 to 8 to 7. I've to learn to love my new teammates since it's combined now.

2 Nationals Champions team yo.
Get the N.C. next year for Bgirls!
Gogogo! :D
ACE.
...
Training ended at 9,made me so anxious to go to Hougang sports hall(Some knows why).
Cabbed down with best. I changed in the cab,T.T,so damn awkward. As in hard to change.
Then...I got home at 11.30 plus after the late dinner with best at my dad friend's.
Thanks uncle for sending us home yo!
See, my dad's only free until 12, so uncle had to send me home.
And oh! Isabel came back from Taiwan and she bought some weird candies.
Condom-like and sanitary pad-like. And a syringe with malt candy inside.
Heh.Way cool and I like the malt candy the most yo.

& mum's keeping me in suspense of where we're gonna go tomorrow,my sister too.
They ain't telling me. Sister just said that I'll like that place for sure. Cool,quite.
I feeel more like going to study,yes study.

There goes my plan with kongkong to go study. Craaaap.
I don't wanna be like some stupid bookworm, and I'm not.
Thanks Junwei for making me think this way,bitch. :)
But he has been a nice guy for long,I must be nice too.
Get well soon too!

Again,Smsed S* and he replied once and the rest-not.
He never fails to do that to me even though he said he's really gonna reply the next time.
I felt so damn forlorn last night.I broke down,really really broke down just because I couldn't take it anymore. I feel so downbeat now. Total crap. I can't read what he's thinking. I just felt that heI might not be the one for mehim. Then I'll be sorrowing.
There's things I wanna tell him, BUT HE AIN'T REPLY MY MESSAGES DAMN IT.
(Now I'm hoping he'll sms me and talk to me. I feel..lost momentum alr ok. T.T)

Hi S*,what are you trying to tell me by not replying my smses and all?
Do you know I feel so damn crap cause you know how I feel for you right and you're not..
I've no idea what you're thinking. I think I'm gonna end up like J*. Saaame state.
he can't get over exgirlfriend and I'm gonna get shitted by this thing.
(This is what I'm thinking,I think alot.Ridiculous things okay.)
Or it's the age. DAAAAAMNNNNN. I Lxxx S* and he's not bothered about it!! ):
I've no idea how he feeeels,damn. I feel like getting myself drunk. I've been sad for nights already,maan.
Damn. I just have to cross fingers and hope I'll get the one I want uh.
(And I know he won't be here,now I feel like killing myself.)

I'm not gonna do my work tonight,I'm gonna sleep.

I still miss you.