I feel damn down right right now.
And doing my research on homeless kids and all,
who wanna be that kind soul and do it with me.
I need help yo,I swear. And who's free to study with me?
C'mon,be nice.

I wanted to post on my private blog but..xanga's damn it crap.
I've not much idea on how to use it. So yeah.
I think here private enough yo.
I didn't tell much human about my blog url's change.
So I trust the people reading from my blog keep..quiet?
Very much appreciated yo.
(I know it'll never be.)
& oh! I hope you guys don't relink me.

This is so killing me,uhuh yes yes.
I picked up the courage to do it and I did.
But the more I'm trying to kill myself. Shit this.
I didn't expect all this to happen and yes no.
I REALLYREALLYREALLY FIND MYSELF GODDAMNIT RIDICULOUS.
It's like the gap's so...-.- and yeah,maybe I'll end up only joining the broken hearts parade uh.
Cause you know,maybe he's not those like okay I've no idea how to describe or smth.
I teared.I've no idea why.This is fucking unbelievable and something you all can laugh at for being so naive.
I am sad even though I sound like I'm not.

I think.Most prolly I'll get shit and get my butt in the broken hearts parade. Heh.
Yes man.Blame me for being so young and look so crap and fat.

Who wants to accompany me to Zouk?
Cause best. has her partner I think.Odd number.
I've no idea why are the tickets so damn cheap.
And oh, for movies too!
Men in white I wanna watch,who wants to tag along? Hee :)

But anyway, I miss you.
(Shut up carolyn.)

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?