Went dinner @ Swensen's with L.
Great time talking to him and stuffs, and shared alot things together.
Hah.His girlfriend's one lucky girl.
He gave me a small Kalms bear and a card. Hee.
He's like a brother to me yo. Brother bear. Hah!

Then I bought the book -for one more day like finally.
And headed back home. Stoned and tv till now.
And ordered Macdonals,very..sinful. Cause it's late already.
I realise I wasn't interested in Shaker fries anymore.
I left the paper bag and the Seaweed thing in the big paper bag.
Hahhah. I'm fat, ):

...
The book,there's a line that says:
Have you ever lost someone you love and wanted one more conversation, one more chance to make up for the time when you thought they would be here forever?If so, then you know you can go your whole life collecting days, and none will outweigh the one you wish you had back. What if you got it back?
...

I wanted the days back and I learn how to cherish my granddad.
Did I say I missed him yesterday or the day before?
I visited him only once when he was admitted to the hospital.
And I've forgotten about visiting him again when daddy told me he was still there.
I felt damn it sad when I thought of him.Really.Esp. the day he was cremated.
Now I've got only 2 Grandmums left. One with me and another one's not.
I really learn to cherish people around me. You've no idea when they'll go so yeah..
I feel sad now. Craaaap.

I've to be up early tomorrow or mum's gonna screw me cause I slept late tonight.