Ipw and we've nothing to do already.

Last night I broked down when I talked to darl about everything.
I mean,things that made me very stress.
-Biiiiig sigh-
I'm really trying very hard to study,seriously.
And I think I've put on weight already.
Dad doesn't wanna give me extra money cause I finished my 2days allowance in one day.
And left with 3pathetic bucks. With another 10bucks for my Ezlink. Roahz.

Every year's exam,I tell myself,I will study.
Somehow I did. But this year was the hardest I studied cause I missed alottt of lessons due to volleyball. Thats why I'm working twice harder than last year.
I studied,and all my results turned out to be bullshit.
Like my maths test, I got 3 straight Zeros.
My chinese, from 11 to 4.5.
See?
I told myself I can't dissapoint my mum. Since I was in primary3 she got dissapointed every year.
Now you see me saying this,next final year exam we shall see.

Darl's really very nice.
Yeah.He said he's gonna help me with my work later.
(:

But.I really don't know what to do with my mum and dad.
I can't say much here.But.Why must everything turn out like that.?
I'm the only one at home who knows so much,at the same time- I can't say out a single bullshit.
Isn't this.Shit?
Mum said her own stuffs and so did dad.
I don't know who to believe cause it's so hard to.
Like what, imagine one day your dad said he killed someone, you think convincing meh?
(Not my dad kill someone ok,just example).
See.Rahh.

Mum's gonna find a house around Marine Parade.
Coolz.So I can go home with my friends heeeeehe.
But my teammates):

I must be happy today.
Yes. Nothings gonna bring me down- todayyyyyyyy~

Well, it's not the time to breakdown.
It's not the time to breakdown.