Last post for tonight .

Thanks people who asked me to cheer up.
Talked to Irene and Jacqueline when I never expect it to happen :)
And my YC kongkong , Jeff. , Chickenrice! , Lixuan , P. , T. , Zhaobin & Jinghui !

Okay . They've been talking to me on Msn which made me felt less lonely and hm .
I don't need him as much , but when I am lonely , I don't know what will happen .
Damn . Chickenrice's gonna come back and ask me out for lunchyy !
He's gonna make a list in order make me not to get violent .
Hah .
Zhaobin's more ridiculous , she thinks that me and V. are compatible .
Haa , no wayyy . :)

I'm trying to be happy , and I know I'll break down tomorrow .
Not on purpose okay . Cause I did it 2 times today .

Watched Extreme Makeover : Home Edition .
This couple got married and husband can't talk & wife can't hear .
With two sons , one son's blind and another's nothing wrong .
I envy the love they share together despite they were all not very perfect like you know .
This older brother take care of his little bro , who's blind very well .
His wish was to go to college and all . But his parents couldn't afford .

They build them a new house and gave the blind boy whatever he need and cameras around make sure he don't run away . And in his parents room an alarm and the bed would shake when the little boy tries to run away .
The older bro in the end got a 50,000 dollar scholarship .
And they made a swing just for the little boy !

Sighs , so sweet right the family .

Anw , I'm still who I am .
Just without a boyfriend and with no love .
Oh well .
I miss hugging you .
I guess you don't give a damn anymore.

I wrote your name in the sand but it got washed away,
I wrote your name in the sky but it got blown away,
I wrote your name in my heart and there forever it will stay.

I still love you baby , <3

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I guess he's outside with his friends , having fun .
Smsing her , thinking she knew we broke up .

I'm afraid he goes to her .
Really , because I love him too much .
I know she's better looking than I am - a thousand million times .
You said she look like buang and now ?
You're gonna show me that you like her and everything you told me was what - crap ?

Yeah , fuck off carolyn .
You're just a fucking fat asshole and ugly too ,
who doesn't know how to treat your darling baby nice .
You took him for granted and you're asking for him back .

Till next year then .
Waaaaait and wait .

I miss hugging you , you kissing my forehead .
Everythings the past now , only memories that I can think of .

I can't sleep .
I have to make myself very tired every night so I can sleep .
Or I'll start thinking . Damnit .

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