I'm very proud of myself , very .
I never thought that I would be in the national champion team .
My hardwork paid off .

(Just that he never appreciate me for all this ... volleyball stuffs .
Ever lousy in his heart , or thinking , volleyball sucks to him .
Never proud of me when it all relates to volleyball) .

I should start all over again ( trying hard , very ) .
Work hard for my studies .
Find new love ( or not . studies priority! for now :) ) .
And maybe he'll be back soon .
Just there are wayyyy to much restrictions with him .

Group study programme for volley girls today .
Cgirls studied and slacked . Then they finally gave me my birthday card.
Few weeks ago I saw but they refuse to show me and I forgotten about it .
Then when I was slacking , they came to me and kissed me and hugs :)
Thanks guys , I cried in the end . Too touched !

Sighs . I don't know what I want exactly .

Coach told yuhan :
排球不应该使人脆弱； 排球应该使人越来越勇敢，坚强。

Very meaningful . I learn , lost and gain alot of things from volleyball .
I lost something , I could never get it back again .

You're being not very nice now .
You said those words in the past are crap now .
I don't know what can I say .


Over you , Chris Draughty

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.