10:51 PM | Monday, April 16, 2007
Everyone , say I'm a
pathetic loser now .
Fucking pathetic loser .
I got run down by him till so pathetic I'm still asking for another chance .
I feel like a bitch , feel so pathetic . I lose all my pride now .
Everyone tells me I can find someone better .
I wish I could , no I can! But I can't let go of the past .
Nothings going to be the same anymore .
Won't have the same feelings .
Nothing I do will be good enough for you .
He told me people told him to give me chance but he'll never give it to me .
For long this goes on , I'm going nuts .
I kept myself up with a fake smile .
Everyone was why so hyper .
I tricked him and made him a fool ?
Never tell me what I did wrong until now , we're over .
Tell me I'm dying soon .
Cause I'm just anth bitch to you .
Memories killing me .
Blocked me on Msn , damn .
I don't know what can I do .
Nothing can make you come back anymore.