Everythings over during my maths lesson .
I didn't listen ( like normally cause I know how to do ) .
But I don't know why I fail but I can understand them very well -.-
Okay so I spend my time crying over what I should not .
And cried like -.-'' before english starts after maths .
Okay so carolyn got what she want & she didn't expect it today .

Hm and I failed very badly and for the first time for my maths test .
0/15

Cool eh ? No-.-
I got fuck'd up dissapointed in myself .
I've been failing my maths test except for a few , that is .

I'm still a happy girl just .. sighs .
I don't know what to do .

I miss my kongkong,YC ):
Boo, I finally said I miss him .

MrBean: Overall not a bad movie la :)
Watch it yesterday with - sighed .
I did sand art yesterday ! :D
With ... sighed .

Now I'm alone and . Shuts .
What a birthday this year .
Thinking he would be with me .
Last year I missed it , this year - no exception .
Azrina's not here , studying sucks .

..

I don't know what I want .
I messed up my feelings .
I tried to let go , but I can't .
I really wanna give up .

I need timeout but its = breakup .
Sighs . Why didn't I stick to everything I use to had ?
Althou there were much quarrel but then ..

I fought so hard just to get you , or maybe not .
And by saying a word over , we're done .
And maybe .. never back .

I know you're trying to be very nice to me .
Like how you use to pamper me like the past .
but I feel very tied down like now , much .. restrictions or whatever .

Sighs .
I'm gonna visit my granddad after school .
Sad to see him like that , ):
Movie , bean first .
Life's like that .

I've got another yellow form .
Cool -.-

Happy birthday celestine ! :D

I want my pasttttttttt . #02 .
I'm not as strong as you think , J .

Whatever you say , you can't take it back .
So are my words .

When we're done , I doubt you'll be feeling anything still .
I wanna do what I like , or what I can do .
I never said I wanted things my way , I know you didn't say that .

You're not the old one I use to know .
The old one use to be so caring towards me .
What has gotten into you ?
I miss those old days .

No point missing .
Not like we can press rewind .

Fuck me ?
Fuck you right back .

I need space to breathe .
I need time with my friends .
I need freedom .
Having a boyfriend/girlfriend doesn't mean we've to be together always then we can last right?

I'm neglecting my friends .
And I know you are too .

I'm busy with my trainings .
Not like I want right ?

Well , it's love make it hurt .
Right sylvia wifey ? . .
HomeEcon now but Mdm Shireen not here = no cookery = Boo .
Eh but it's good then I don't have to work with HER.
Cause I was still thinking about it doh . Hahah .

Wanted to post but I deleted what I type just now . Grr . Cause MrChia was behind me asking me to off it ):

So coool I found the terrorist beheading videos . Lol .
( Click here ) I don't know can they load or not .

I don't wanna go Enrichment later .
I hate hair cutting causes hair all over me .
Booboooobooooooo .

Things are not good this few days .
Like yesterday , 3 sets against St Hildas' .
First time . And we didn't get like what , 5-0 in the begginning .
Because my receiving skills la wtf -.-
I knew I wasn't on form yesterday ..
sorry teammates <3 !

hmmmz . boring here .
till the next timee ~
seeyou people ! :)

Quarter finals !
29th March - Prebyterian vs Ngee Ann @ Presbyterian H.
3rd April( I think) - Shuqun vs Ngee Ann @ Presbyterian H.
I forgot what the time ah .

Thought you should know
I tried my best to let go, of you
but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go


Make up your mind damned Carolyn -.-
Screwed . Stressed . Sad . Nothing else .
I'm missing baby like end of worlddddddd !
He's having soccer like woohooooo .
Hahaha , I'm bored at home .

Should've gone movie with Joan . Zzz .
But anyway ..

Things I wanna do during holidays . .

1) Cycling @ ECP
2) Fishing @ Anywhere that has fish
3) Escape with my baby .

Hahha . I doubt he dares to play like viking ship and all .
Ooops ! Hehe .

I miss my babbyyyyyyy ):

He didn't allow me to go back to school for the trainings of the Sec1 .
Cause it's early ( His training also early leh ) .
Booz . Make me force myself to sleep . ):

Hahhaa .

Baby I love youuuuuu ! :D
IPW now & I've just deleted this post .

Happy 8 months baby !
With lots of loveeeee <3
Okay , we both are fine already .

NAS : SSS 2:0
NAS : BPGH 2:0

Second match's second set sucked from the beginning ok .
-

I was quite sick yesterday so skipped school .
( I thought going polyclinic's procedure is the same as those normal ones , no it isn't ) .
Went to Polyclinic for doctory doctor and medicine ( which I hate okay ) .
Mum left me there and I was soooo damn afraid of the damn doctor .
The doctor was quite gay , as in , sound like a girl so gentle .
Then I wasn't afraid . But I don't quite like him still .
( okay wait , I don't even have to like him . Not like he's the only doctor right ? :) ) .

I love Yiting :)
Got . .
38/60 english , 37/68 chinese .
Die carolyn , DIE !

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Tomorrow's the mediacorp thingy .
I'm going cause I'm suaa ku :(

My dad gave me the bag's money , I'm thinking should I buy it . .

I KEEP FORGETTING WHAT I WANNA WANNA POST ABOUT .
RAHHH . IT'S SO FUSTRATING AND IRRTATING OKAY .
DIE CAROLYN DIE !!!

Okay shut .

Have fun . I'm going for training .
Screw the bag . . . .. . ..

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Btw , My Kamgong Eugenia and Sheryl went to cut short their hair .
And I was already late that raining day & Sheryl's hair surpirsed me and I was screaming all the way back to class . Lol .

Sheryl's hair look like my last time's hair la !
Lol . Now I know how I look like last time .
Face like round only ah .

Okay bye .