4:51 AM | Wednesday, February 07, 2007
PRS : 2-0
We're currently so called in the second place .
Hope we'll win St Hildas & seniors win the last match & Double champion again !
:D
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I'm not doing well in my tests .
Maths : 18/22 & 4/30
Science : 15/50
I'm fuck'd up with my results .
I don't have discipline in myself .
I play and don't study .
I WANNA GET GOOD RESULTS .
( Actions speak louder than words lah . ) -.-
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( I just feel like blogging about it ah . )
Would you wanna be somewhere when you don't feel .. belong'd to that place ?
No one like to be left out somewhere right ?
I somehow know how it feels .
I talked to people who I don't use to talk to .
And somehow got closer , like the CIP thing .
I was very afraid to talk to the people there , in the end , I sat down and talked .
I did something I won't normally and feel very , like I've achieved something very big .
( wtf right . lol . )
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I think . Feelings are fading .
Maybe it doesn't look like .
I mixed up my feelings and .. everything .
I can't get use to don't know what .
Seems to be standing further and further away from you .
I don't know why .
I felt, sad/bad/guilty/loved/unloved .
I don't know how to say .
You told me , I'm not as gay as before .
When I'm gay , you'll do the same and entertain me .
It's not we ain't spending enough time together .
It's the feelings that comes first .
Right ?
When I hugged you before I went up ,
I feel loved/sad .
You kissed my forehead then you know what ..
Time . Think through and make decisions .
Sighs .