Boringgggggg. Nows english and I didn't bring my worksheet and I'm bored so I blog .
Joan's nuts-.- soooooooo crazy but I no reaction .

Now the keep asking about the suck cock thing .
Stares at baby

Okay fine .
I want sushi !
Rrrrrrrr .

EL and CL common tmr and Comp.
Die so hard laaaaaaa :(
Thrash em' !

Crash and Burn .
Savage garden .
Good day everyone ? :)

I spent the whole day eating.sleeping.tv and same thing again .
Boringgg . Booz .

Wanted to post alot more but I almost forgotten what I did this week .
No , the day since the last post came out .
Now I've got my POSB card . Not really a good thing .
Cause you know , I'm a spendthrift . O:

Okay - I'm now confessing my love for Jesse McCartney ;D
Even though he has a girlfriend ( or not ) .
Aww . He's such a sweetass to fly from place to place just for .. don't know what day .
Valentines ? I don't know .
Sweet right ! :)

[ Just So You Know ]
<3

I'm now on baby's msn and he's on mine . He's crap I swear . He has got cough and I hope he gets well ! The last time he got it lasted for 2months . I get jealous easily , so you know what to do ( SMILES WIDELY & AHEM ) .

When I recall whatever I do then I'll post again .

I love my baby and :) ! :D
Music and Lyrics .

First match - 26th Febuary , Prebyterian high , 3Pm > Sembawang sec.
ACE.
Carolyn's so on form during training today :)
10-2 beat them ! ;D
( I'm just trying to say that I'm good today and not showing off okay ) .

Miss wang went bonkers and made us run 10rounds and juniors 5 .
No big deal but she said we don't have team discipline today and stuffs .
Somehow debating , Lyvia kept talking cause she told me she'll say until she win she doesn't like losing . Oo . Miss Wang : Cgirls . But anyway ..

I wonder whats the results of chouqian .
Hope we'll play in an easier group .
I think Miss wang has forgotten clean about messaging me the results .

Then walked along the path to school with Glen .
Didn't even know he's there , carolyns getting blur-er .

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* told * >
Saying sorry shows that you feel remorseful but can't change the past.
I've helped what I could so .. yeap . It's up to them though .

I'm afraid you can't stand me one day and would have the same ending.
Cause I'm acting like a princess now . Pampers me too muchhhhh . Sighs .
Pampering = Good but to me Pamper = bad . Boooooz .
I don't feel good now okay .
My sister has so littttttle songs in here itunes then the playlist keep replaying .
Not funnyyyy .

CAUSE YOU HAD A BAD DAY .
YOU SING A SAD SONG .
AND TURN IT AROUND .
Hello . IPW now & I've nothing to do ( not reallyy :x and Zhaobin just went ' tsk ' ) .

Soo . Went out with baby yesterday . For his shoe & um . Things whatever .
Walked till my little toe swollen .
Spend all my 30bucks on food ( Zhaobin : Tsk ) .

Lol . Okay so Mr ng can't stand our class . Half ah .
Register number 1-20 . 18girls 2 guys .
Our group were the noisiest . Singing and all ( Hands up * no not me singing ) .

I hate IPW and I spend my science lesson drawing for baby's card .

Off now . Ciaoz .

JesseMcCartney! ;D


Yo so I stayed at home watching Tv and Happy Tree friends again .
Hoho. Saddist ey , I feel happy doh .

Might be going like my aunt's temp. working place to find her and shop around at the Esplanade . Went to the right place yesterday but I didn't continue walking .

I wanna shopshopshop !!
Hahah :)

Seeya guys around !
:D:D:D .

For my one and only , baby :)







For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
Happy new year !
May you all out there and to those sad souls who hate new year ( like me ),
Have a happy new year still :)
Collect angpaos manymany & from NT > NA , NA > E , E > S :)
I still hate new year anyway . Lol .
For the sake of angpaos no . Hahah .
Spent 70bucks of what I've collected anyway .

People collecting Angpao on first day on new year and me out with my baby .

Hm . Watched Ghost Rider at Plaza Singapura . I think it's scary but its not .
It's nice anyway (:
Wanted to watch like Epic movie , left first row . Just follow law , second row .
Then I didn't have a choice . Then think , we can buy a late ticket and go citylink for baby's shirt first then go back Plaza singapura so bangs , we bought the ticket already .
( Boooo )

Then ate at .. Carl's Jr in the noon .
Baby had his brunch and my lunch .
We were like some kind of . Noob there .
Whenever he's with me , he'll be some kind of idiot doing stupid things .
Right baby :)

Then went we went Vivo , Marina , Citylink , Plaza Singapura , Heeren .
All the shops , no , almost all were close only food places .
Boring okay .

Then went all the waay back to Tm for PizzaHut .

And took taxi home cause dad was already . Ahem ing .

Overall I was happy :D
Thanks baby for tahan ing me .
You'll never know how hard is it being my baby , lol .
It's hard :x He pampers me too much already . Like too nice .
Cause he was suppose to buiy me Auntie anne's and the Italian Icecream but he didn't cause I too full but I still want it .
Then I go crazy again and he somehow surrender then say go back but I don't want .
Wants to go Haagen Dazs but I want Swensen's Banana split then feel like eating Haagen Dazs Choco. Fondue . Lol .
Hahahaaa :)
( He says it's a good thing cause he's giving me his best , YAY I LOVE ! :D )

Now my dad and mum does the opposite know ,
Like my mum's okay with me not going back to malaysia for my relatives and grandmum but my dad's not . If mum's going back to my grandmum's then I've to go .
Wtf right , lol . But anyway , I don't wanna . Cause I'll miss baby . ( Boooo )

I miss my baby ):
And I love him :)
baby say must put big big , haha .
( oh baby , you can hack into my account and delete this know . :) )


I love you as deep as the seaaaaaa .

I see your true colours shining through
..................
So don't be afraid to let them show
You're beautifuuuuul like CarolynKoh

Haha . Baby's afraid of me seeing the advertisment now I think .
Lol . Carolyn = horrible .

If I go anywhere without baby like Marina then I'll be lost . Lol .
Carpark Mrt it's two words without a ' / ' but I take it as one word .

Baby : You see , Carpark and Mrt .
Me : No it's one word . Mrt Carpark - thinks . Cause no '/'
Baby : It's two la . It's just that they don't put it cause it's two word .
Me : Oh idiots like me need the '/' there to see .
-walks
Baby : Neh , got '/'

-.- I told you carolyn = horrible .




























Ngee Ann Double champion again , of the second time in Ngee Ann . ( Smiles )
Today was the damn presentation .
Sorry to say , but it's really a unsucessful one .
Really . Even Mr Wong walked over and talked to us about it & be more organised next time .
Estelle left the team last year as in , leave the school , but we still remember her , right ! :D










Happy 7months baby ! :)

Thou it's kind of - laaate .
Received 12roses from him , not counted as a real suprise cause I already saw it .
Sucker! ( kidddding (: )
And a ring from him with a small bouquet of rose made of some paper-ish material .
I like the rose more than the ring doh .

Then I had a nice day on Valentines . Received 4 stalks of roses from .. Sheryl , Binghui , SarahTan & don't know who . Can't remember . Thanks anyway .
New year celebrations was quite okay ( other than not letting us off at 10am ) .

I'm watching HappyTreeFriends now .
Very saddist . No , it's kids kind of saddist .
Heh . I keep laughing when we all were watching it during english lessons .
After then I went asking around for Saw 1,2,3 Cds if anyone has it .
Damndamndamn saddist but I still wanna watch . Curious .
So I'm asking baby to accompany me to watch or I'll be killed by the show .
Toooo scary . Heh .

English lesson today was crap .
We were watching Borat . Cheeraj brought it over .
Somehow porn-y , I was shouting when I saw something ewww .
Then halfway Miss Tan couldn't take it and changed to some korean show .
Boringggggggggg..

I'll be working from tomorrow till wednesday .
Between Padang and Esplanade ,
Won't be having a nice new year due to somethings .
Never believed that this would happen to me , seriously .
Choose either one and it's done . They won't be together if I choose or not .
Not much difference , seeing people's * getting * feel sorry for them .
When it happens to you , you'll know how it feels .
Old days are over . . .

Ended with this . .

I suddenly miss my nanny .
I don't know where the hell did he go to now .

I can't sleep .
Damn affected by that thing .
Even though I forgived geraud .
& ...
Then I talked to F* very not nicely .
Now I know why , wronged someone sia .


I missed the beggining of last year .
My so called seniors . Hm .
I just missed the times . Alot .

Goodnight world .
PRS : 2-0

We're currently so called in the second place .
Hope we'll win St Hildas & seniors win the last match & Double champion again !
:D

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I'm not doing well in my tests .

Maths : 18/22 & 4/30
Science : 15/50

I'm fuck'd up with my results .

I don't have discipline in myself .
I play and don't study .

I WANNA GET GOOD RESULTS .
( Actions speak louder than words lah . ) -.-

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( I just feel like blogging about it ah . )
Would you wanna be somewhere when you don't feel .. belong'd to that place ?
No one like to be left out somewhere right ?
I somehow know how it feels .

I talked to people who I don't use to talk to .
And somehow got closer , like the CIP thing .
I was very afraid to talk to the people there , in the end , I sat down and talked .
I did something I won't normally and feel very , like I've achieved something very big .
( wtf right . lol . )
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I think . Feelings are fading .
Maybe it doesn't look like .
I mixed up my feelings and .. everything .

I can't get use to don't know what .
Seems to be standing further and further away from you .
I don't know why .
I felt, sad/bad/guilty/loved/unloved .
I don't know how to say .

You told me , I'm not as gay as before .
When I'm gay , you'll do the same and entertain me .

It's not we ain't spending enough time together .
It's the feelings that comes first .
Right ?

When I hugged you before I went up ,
I feel loved/sad .
You kissed my forehead then you know what ..

Time . Think through and make decisions .

Sighs .
Dmn High : 2-0

That was a rather shity second set .
First : 10-25
Second : 18-25

Seniors nearly screw'd us up .
Thats what I see from shirley's expression .

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Thanks baby .

For having much patience in his damn problematic girlfriend or wife rather than girlfriend .
( Haha , Cause I'm going to marry him . Um 9 years later :D )

I wanna be smart luh ..
I wanna catch up with my work . ( Okay , I caught up with some maths alrdy . )
I wanna play better in the team ! :X
I want more money . !

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Is it fading or is it fading ?
It is fading ..
Maybe it'll be back , maybe not .

Sorry forever seems to be the hardest word to say .
Yes . Right .

Oo .

Ace tomorrow's match .
against pasir ris .

Homework time ..
CCHM : 2-0
HSC : 2-0
JYS : 2-0

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Went Fareast , Bugis & suntec with baby .
Shopped for my things again and I bought a dress O: (!)
And my flats .
Okay , both of us were tired .

Then tuition today morning .
Mr soh = fucktard .

Chifai : Eh , did you bring your maths txtbk home ?
Me : Noo .
Chifai : Huh . You don't need revise one meh .
Mr soh : She don't want study what .

Fuck . So what if I don't want to .
Then for the whole lesson I was damn attentive and chifai was like an idiot .

Thanks for making me study you fucktard .

Tomorrow's against Dunman high .
(Ace)

Baby just sprained his wrist and I'm all fuck'd up now .

FuckFuckFuckFuck .