Watched KungFu Mahjong3 .
Uhhuh .

I'm sick of school already . Not already , Since the first day .
Serious . I hate HOMEWORKS , PROJECTS .
Seriously made me damn fucked up . I swear .

Yesterday during SE while doing the English Part of the Proj .
He went like : " Eh . Wahlao , Very Singlish . "
Then me : " Wtf . You everything also cannot . Until I type until going finish then you say "
He kept quiet . Bloody Hairy Monster .
Reminder : I've to send him the thing later .

Training was alright today except my muscles were aching .
Then had to do the same thing that made my muscles ache again .
10Sets .

Well , for east zone I've to do it .
Coach's Wife said I could jump much higher than before .
To me , it's compliment although I know some of them could do it earlier than me .

My thighs are smaller than Lyvia's and SookJuan's ! ;D ( I'm don't mean anything . )
I'm really damn happy . Just that my calf .. Are damn big .
I'm still on the same weight . I didn't lose any .
Just muscles replaced the fats :@

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I seriously have too many things to regret in life .
Really . I take the wrong steps and I blame myself .
I mean it's no point blaming myself cause it's done and can't be undone .
If time can really turn back I would've think about it , clearly .
So I won't regret .

But I'm regretting more and more as I grow up .
I can't think properly for my own for nuts !
Is this some kind of experience ? To like . Yeah .

I've been sad this few days .
Listening to sad songs .
Well , not really .

Its just sad and yep .
No whys and don't ask why .

Sighs , I've grown up ?
I doubt .

Thanks Jeremy .
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Feel moody nowadays .
Depression because too rich , LOL ?
I would like to try that Oo .

I love my baby who's like Saw , a sadist .
Who cares right . He also don't care .

: Oo Okay . -.-''

I'm seriously F up with myself .
Yes . And very .
And everything I hate . I do . Almost everything , I hate .

And IT DOESN'T FEEL GOOD TO ALWAYS MAKE PEOPLE NO MOOD .
Always feels like your fault and you'll blame yourself and just stfu .

Hey sheryl moo !
Don't be sad already !
Your brother will be back from Army soon ! ;D

I envy , got such good r/s with her bro .
And like Lye Yee and others who are like them .
It sucks to be the eldest .

Sighhhhhhs .
No wonder the world always turning .
I don't know what I'm talking about actually .
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I'm trying to control however I'm feeling .
I like telling/showing how I feel to people .
It's just not me , no it's not .
Who used to keep whatever I feel to myself .

Carolyn changed .
I told you I won't be nice .

I sad . Now . Like NOW .
Not only sad .
Feel so kaopeh .

Happy 4months Eugenia , Totally sianed for this .
She walks fast you know . :x