We won Xinmin today .
Trashed them in the second match . :/
We're friends la , but they cried . ( It's normal ? )

Then today had training . .
wanted to go movie with babey .
For the last time .
Wanted to send him off , but he didn't allow me to .
Cos it'll be damn late .

He said that I'll be mrs yeo 10years later [::

He's home and going to aairport already , I think .
I'm gonna cry . Really . Cry myself to sleep .
I never tried this before .
It's not as if he's not coming back .
I just . Don't know .

Sometimes I think I can do without him .
But actually I can't . Like now .

Hey babey , If you see this .
Remember remember take care ! ( I've been saying this for 1342990 times . )
I love you manymanymany . More than words .

Haising tomorrow .
I'll play my best .
NGEEANN ACE .

There's something I'm damn not happy about .
Babey knows it I suppose . Roaaaarrrr .
I'm gonna cry , I swear .
How am I suppose to do without him for a week .

No one would control me spending how much money .
No one would buy me lunch when I'm lazy to walk around and buy .
No babey to hug me . ):

I look into your eyes & I know you still care for me .