Raaawwr . I'm feeeeling damn shit now .
I didn't really use the word fuck today .
And now I'm going to say - Fuck . Shutup .

I'm going to tan tomorrow with my team mates .
So I've to like wake up at like 5AM and meet Joan at 6 .
Going to Lyvia's house to sleep for awhile then off to meet them .
Yeah . . D:
Then off to tanning ourselves .
Wearing SanJiao so , yeah , don't want two colours on our thighs .

AHHHHHHH !!
It wasnt suppose to be like this damn it .
making me feel so damn fucked up now .
we just ain't suppose to argh .
screw that .

I dont know what to . say already .
It ain't you you or your fault .

I can't just put you aside right ?
I'm just taking one day with my team mates .
To tan my fucking big thighs right . :/
I mean , you're not angry .
But you sound like .
Second night we're doing this .

RAWWWWWRRRR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I swear I feel damn freaked up now .
no words can like fucking explain how i fucking feel now .

It's my blog .
So I have the rights to use vulgarities right .
And if I use it here , it doesnt mean i would use it outside right ?
Yeah , so shut .

Sorry all .
I'm just down .

I somehow feel the stress of being a Vc .
A lousy Vc who plays lousy Volley .
And now with the damn pressure of the competition .
and now its me and him .
I'm going to cry soon I tell you .

I don't hate the world , still .
Bernie's nicks nice ):
It's a shame there's no one to blame for all the pain that life bring .
Seriously . ))): !
He replied , I wonder what is it .
Sighs .