okay sorry . wrong moood today .
I'm just saying how i feel .
Not purposely here for you to read and think that i'm abc .

I wannna cry and cry and cry .
But my tears won't come out .
& I feeeeeel soooo damn terrible now .

I'm skipping dinner .
Damn . No mood .
Why do I bother on so much things .

It ain't my fault sometimes .
Juuust so , dumb .
Fuck .

I'm listening to the same song .
And I love the song cryin' .
I'm slow . Diaaam .

I forget waht i wanna type .
I'll come back and edit later if i remember .
& thanks samuel for your concern .
nice 'ex bf' xD .
& Jiamin :D

I know my posts are vulgar .
I apologise . okay.
bus should've rammed me .
I should've fall sick and die .
and bye .

Lost without you .
--
Now what are you trying to tell me , awman .
I think you don't care already .
I didn't care what others said .
I just carried on , eh so what I get in the end .
fuck .

Now I'm taking the initiative and you're not .
Maybe you'll think it's right since you always take initiative last time .

WE'RE LIKE QUARELLING MOST OF THE TIME !
FUCK .
is it me at fault ?
You tell me .
I wanna be like what we use to be .
I hate life like that .

I worry that I don't even have the time for you when training comes back .
You like sometimes damn abc and don't understand that I've been like .
Finding time for you .

not only you have lesser time with your friends .
me too okay . ):