8:06 PM | Monday, October 23, 2006
Not really having a goodday but yeah .
School was quite . Sian . Thinking of not to go .
But in the end I went , Trg and you-know-what .
I teared during recess , or cried ?
Was damn moody in the morning .
Jinghui and Yiting were like kaopeh in the morning .
So I told them to shutup and yeah .
I'm sorry anyway .
Then did Ti neng today .
Although I slacked abit but I really did all those things .
I carried the dumbbell till my wrist muscle ? Like going to burst already .
So waited for Lixuan for her Steven .
then went for bubbletea & went home with Dingwei and Bestf .
I so envy Jiamin pleassse D:
And Zhaoxin , She's no bitch so shutup .
[:--
I didn't want to look at you today .
Okay , I saw you . But after awhile I turned away .
I felt alittle sad inside .
I was happy that you said bye to me .
But when Bestfriend said . Yay ! today you can accompany me .
I acted like I was happy but argh .
I don't know if I'm sad or not .
I still love you alot alot alot .
I still care for you .
I still worry and think about you at times . --
Ruban and Samuel stop suspecting .
It's so stressful -.-
I think I'm having gastric again .
3 more days to the opening of The Guardian .