I'm going to cry .

I tried cheering you up , I failed .
I really wanted to talk to you sooo much but you're down .
You sounded guailan but you're sad so I didn't say much . ( Or I'd get angry. )
You said you're going off and so I told you to go off ,
You said that I didn't want to talk to you so you say you're going off since I don't want to talk to you .
I tried to explain but did I just failed to explain to you .
I explained , you said it makes you cried more .
So I said sorry to you . It didn't help much I guess .
Infact , made you cry even more .

On the bus I was thinking , You're down .
So when you talk in a like - Kp way , I should just shutup .
I won't Kp back at you . I did it . But I think , it didn't help much .
( I'm not trying to say that you don't appreciate waht I do for you , but just abit dissapointed ? )

I know I'm not good at comforting people .
I always say the same thing .
But . Sighs , I shouldnt say much I guess .

My stomach is killing me like - argh .
And I'm still here for you ):
( I'm not trying to say like I'm a hero ) .

I guess it wasn't your fault anyway .
I just REALLY wanted to explain things .
But . . Since you're down then I think it's my fault .
I'll just leave you alone next time . .

All I can say is . I'm sorry babey . Really .
and yeah , I hope you'll accept my explaination .
Um . Nothing much alrdy .

I'm down now .
Sorry for not talking to people who talked to me .

I hate thinking about * .
I feel like killing NOW .

I'm not afraid anymore .