11:42 PM | Monday, October 23, 2006
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Cephas PuBor is so irritating ! xD .
All came asking for the Pictures today .
D:
Should I go tomorrow ?
I'm brokeeeee !
( Tony would say , we're going for free shopping xD )
Sighs . I'm tired .
I neeed sweets ):
I neeed Yeo ):
I neeed enough sleeeeeeep !
I need shopping lar .
Diam la , i neeed many thing .
Feel emo now . .
My tears are out !
I'M NOT LEAVING YOU ANYMORE . .
* Cries .
I wanna be the happy girl I use to be .
I hate life like that . Show a no-mood face eeveryday ):
IknowI'msmilingontheoutside,
butI'mbleedinginsideyouknowthat ?
--
I'm now thinking that we seriously have no time for each other .
Like everything clash can -.-
I tell you it's getting more shit .
During the holidays won't get to meet too .
I just feel like . Argh . Both of us are just .
. . . . !
Things are not like that before then .
We quarel but the love grows stronger .
But look , what now .
We quarel and things are more shit and shit and shit .
I feel like killing myself now .
like really .
You know I feeel so
Fk up now .
I'm going nuts I tell you .
I REALLYREALLYREALLY DAMN - URGHH !!
Bad things just happen one after another .
Why cant the damn r/s just be normal and be like other normal couples ?
Or just quarel and forget ?
Why must like talk until sound like quarel ,
And then like coldwar ?!
Okay sorry .
Just . I feel . Uh .
Maaaan ,
Someone just save me .
Why are not the two cuts on my wrist deep !
Since it's accidentally aint purposely .
--
I'm damn tired .
But I can't fucking sleep now .
WHAT NOW ?!
arghhhhhh .