Okaaaaay . My day was goood . [:

Went for lunch/breakfast with babey . Lixuan& steven .
Yeah . Then went to meet the rest and off to Nyjc .

It's damn dumb .
Coach damn cute la .
He walked over and say : I set the net for you all . And today train one thing only . Play with Yuying sec's Cgirls .
And we went Yay .
Lol .
their captain's like abc !
Damn pissed with her please .

Wanted to like just scold the word fuck infront of her fucking face .
But yeah , on court we're enemies . Outside of court , we're not .

Then babey and Andy actually talked and went Airport . xD
They searched both terminals for candy shop but apparently there's no candy shop .
So they went Cocoa trees & Bought Chocolate for me :D
I LOVE BABEY ! ((:

Then yeah , went Tm for my dinner . xD

Okayyey , I've got the Fixtures already . [:
( Shit , my fixtures are wet . Thanks to my bottle -.- )
Starting from 7th November :

Tuesday 7th Nov , 11.30Am @ Hougang Sports Hall .
VS FairField Methodist

Friday 10th Nov , 3.30Pm @ Hougang Sports Hall .
VS Shuqun Secondary .

Tuesday 14th Nov , 2.00Pm @ Hougang Sports Hall .
VS HongKah Primary .

Sunday 19th November , 9.15Am @ Hougang Sports hall .
VS AngMoKio Secondary .

Monday 20th Nov , 2.00Pm @ Hougang Sports hall .
VS ChungChengHigh Yishun .

See y'all ! :D

NGEE ANN . ACE .

We won Yuying today by the way =x
OHAYO ! :D

Haha ! I love talking to Cindy man ! <33333333 ! :D
She's damn nice maann . [:
We keep talking about volleyball and being the Captain/ViceCaptain and stuffs like that .
Hahha . Enemies on Court Friends here maan ! :D

And I'm going breakfast/lunch with babey and Lixuan & Steven .
Meeting the rest laterrr [:

Hahaha . I'm in a good moood today .
But I keep waking up last nighht D:

Dinner outside and mum only gave me 10bucks .
wtdf . Try to use it anyway .

I'm off now .
Stupid Lyvia xD .

Tomorrow's senior's match .
Go . or not ? :/
Hope they win .
( I know they'll win la . hohoho xD ).

LIXUAN IS DRIVING ME NUTS ! .
wtfdabc . DDDDDDDD: !!
GERALD WONG IS SUPER IRRITATING !
I mean seriously .
I just said Tsk and he kept asking whats Tsk since yesterday night . D:
How do you want me to explain it on Msn/Sms ?!
Okay dumb .

Tomorrow lunch with babey ! :D
Stupid . I'm damn lazy to go back to school and take my shoebag :/
And the best thing is that . My shoe and kneepad are not in the bag .
And if I want people to help me take is damn difficult laaa .

( I keep complaining mannn. )

Ruban's having match tomorrow .
I can't gooo .
Eh . But he didn't went for my match too lehz .
Fair ah . XD .

It's like damn fast , Tuesday seniors are having match alrdy .
Hohoho . We still have 2weeks . :/
not much time anyway .

I'm damn bored at home .
I'm rotting .

I'm starting not to hate , and it's a goood thing [:
Was clearing my books today .
Ohwell . Bored D:

I wanna go watch movie .
Staying at home is damn boring please .
The Guardian is out !
YAAAY !

I wanna go Vivo and watch .
Abcdefg D:

--

Look back . It's a year already .

I still remember me coming in late with Joan .
First day of school .

First person we knew was Asri & we were damn Kaopeh . =x

yeah , I think we're quite close to each other .
3months with each other we had a chalet .

The tears we cried and we work hard together .
Played soccer together .
Nleague .

All of you were saying nice try when I pumped the ball out court :/
You all were asking if I'm okay when I got hit by the ball .
And told me what to do when I was damn blurrr .

So far we didn't quarel .
And thats a good thing .

We guailan-ed Fong P.S and other teacher's that we disliked .
Many teachers complained about us .

When beginning of the year we think it's a slow year.
But well , you look back from here and you'll know it's like since yesterday when we first came in NgeeAnn . )':

Thanks for everything 1C1 ! :D

Memories always stayyy [:
Edit :

I purposely went late today for school .
Haah , cos I wanted dad to fetch .
At 8.30 I think .

Yeah , Cried after last lesson because I didn't want 1C1 to seperate .
Lol . Joan cried first la , I'm damn emo so I cried to .
Then Jinghui and Atikah cried . Too .
Hugged like almost very girl .
And some of the guys that always talk to me in class :D .
Like Jw , Sam , Vernon yeah , I forgotten about ruban . D:
Vernon gave me and joan a biggggg lollipop .
He bought it in genting . And he gave Junwei one today and I took it .
Junwei said nevermind [: YAY ! so it's counted from Junwei ah ?
Then Yiting gave me 3 lollipops and 1 from Jinghui .
I thought they were joking at first . Then today when I came to class and left my bag alone I saw 4 lollipops .
And today's the first time I said I would miss Jinghui and I hugged her automatically . xD

We took class photo . And its abit .. sad .
MissTan won't be our form teacher anymore .
No more movies ): ..
Ahwell . I LOVE 1C1 .
They're going to Demolish the classrooms already . .
We spent lots of time painting the wall .
And yeah , it's going down , history .
Me and Sheryl left Shoeprints on the walls )':

Jinghui:
You all sec1 alrdy cry until like that , Sec5 how ?
Me:
Bring two pails to school .

You might think it's not funny .
But yeah , to me it is .

Boo .
We lost the effing dunman match .
4 - 2 -.-

For the first match we were trashed already .
We only won the second and last match .
But the guys were . [: funny though .

We said that Lyvia & Daemian? are a pair .
Haha , both are blockers and are blur . xD

Then this guy , I asked for his name , he's the captain .
Uh . So I asked and he said : My name is SuperHandsome Boy-.-
andI said my name's cutecute and nice to meet YOU .

Lame laa . Haa , but he's good la .

Today I wonder whats wrong with them :/
They got like those kind of .. fighting spirit that we didn't have today .
We're like siaan at the beginning of the training .
I didn't felt like playing :/

then after that we did 6sets of qingwa tiao and 45times push up .
:/ my legs trembled while walking down the stairs .
Debrief was long cos we all had something to say .
Ohwell , NgeeAnn jiayou .

MissTan went to chou qian alrdy .
The schools in the same group as us are quite strong .
Heard from MrLiu .

ACE .
I'm going to call babey now .
I Love Babey ! :D

FONG P.S SUCKS !
HELLLLL EFFING LOADS >:(
And he has a big problem with volleyball -.-
He use to support volleyball alot . But yeah .
Maybe cos of his paper tennis team didn't went to the nationals then he abc -.-
( No offence to table tennis but yeah . Sorry . )

17days to minicup .
Had trainings .
And I was late -.-
They tricked me saying Jiaolian came alrdy .
But he didn't .
Then I chiong Mercedes? taxi to school .
The uncle was damn nice and he keep talking to me .
hahaa .

My bao qiu sucks now ):
I use to be one of the best in that ( not hao lian doh ) .
Now . it's like .. )':

But coach says my defending not bad [:
At least I have something to smile about .

We had to serve over the net . 20 times continously .
I keep screaming cos my ball didnt go over and I had to re count -.-

Then we went Vivo with Sookjuan, Xueer, Jiamin , Andy , Tony , Myron and bestfriend .
Took damn long la . They say took bus faster , in the end Mrt faster can .
Babey told me they reach at 3+ where we reach at 5+ . Wtdf .

Then we went the whaat , play water one .
I was damn wet because MISS JOAN keep like make me wet . -.-
Then Tony taught me how to make the stone jump like 3 -4 times .
I failed :/ Noob -.- , Right babey ? haha .

Then after that went outside of the Cineplex to wait for babey's movie to be over .
I stood there like a idiot ( but I like to wait for him . haha . ) .
Counting how many times I yawned , then nearly cried .
I thought babey gone home alrdy .

Then he came out and he told me he was going to the information counter .
He thought I was lost ! haha .
But I was really lost went I went to Vivo .
I went to look for my cousin , people didnt wait for me and they left .
I felt shit la -.-

Then took Mrt home with babey :D
Hhahahah . I LOVE BABEY LA [:

Okay . Dunman sec's match tomorrow .

Hope we win . And my shoulder's still aching -.-

Myron's goodfriend during P1 & 2 was babey .
And he like to pia girls but after that he got tired of girls then he pia babey .
until he got Aids xD
( I'm talking cock . This was what Myron told me . )

Myron's called Yandao & I'm called cute xD
Sounds abit wrong but ahahah . [:

Night world.
Helllo .
I had a good day [:

Woke up late .
Like at 2 when I'm suppose to meet people at 2.30-.-
So I panicked .
Chiong out without having breakfast or lunch .
And mum gave me back the phone ! :D

Met Myron Shengquan Tony and xueer at Tm .
Then wanted to buy Strappal but Guardian at Tm don't sell them ah ?
So sadd ):
Then Joan came .

Went Converse warehouse sale with them .
Bought socks and shirts for myself and a Jacket for my sister .
And then I'm broke .
I had no dinner and Tony said that he was going to treat me .

Sister called and ask me what time am I going home .
And what I bought too .
I told her and she said the Jacket she asked me to buy ,
She was just kidding -.-
wtabcf .

Uh . Then I didn't went to Tm back with them cos dad ask me to meet him at Ws .
In the end I got down the bus and change bus he said he don't wanna come fetch me alr .
I didn't got angry [:
hahha .

Now the phone bill came , it's only 49bucks.
But came at the wrong date ! -.-
Mum thought it was coming on 25th.
She's going to call and check .
But she took back my phone and I'm phoneless .
Ahhh . Forget it .

I'm hungry and there's training tomorrow [:
I'm going breakfast with dad !
Meeting Lyvia @ 8 tomorrow .
Meet the parents session ?
I'm collecting the report book by myself .
Haha . Mum don't bother already .

My shoulders ached like FABCUCK today .
The left side one especially .
Did use much of left side but it ached more than right side one-.-

Night world [:
I LOVE MY BABEEY :D



Edit :

Cephas PuBor is so irritating ! xD .
All came asking for the Pictures today .
D:

Should I go tomorrow ?
I'm brokeeeee !
( Tony would say , we're going for free shopping xD )

Sighs . I'm tired .

I neeed sweets ):
I neeed Yeo ):
I neeed enough sleeeeeeep !
I need shopping lar .
Diam la , i neeed many thing .

Feel emo now . .
My tears are out !

I'M NOT LEAVING YOU ANYMORE . .
* Cries .
I wanna be the happy girl I use to be .
I hate life like that . Show a no-mood face eeveryday ):

IknowI'msmilingontheoutside,
butI'mbleedinginsideyouknowthat ?

--

I'm now thinking that we seriously have no time for each other .
Like everything clash can -.-
I tell you it's getting more shit .
During the holidays won't get to meet too .
I just feel like . Argh . Both of us are just .
. . . . !

Things are not like that before then .
We quarel but the love grows stronger .
But look , what now .
We quarel and things are more shit and shit and shit .

I feel like killing myself now .
like really .

You know I feeel so Fk up now .
I'm going nuts I tell you .
I REALLYREALLYREALLY DAMN - URGHH !!

Bad things just happen one after another .

Why cant the damn r/s just be normal and be like other normal couples ?
Or just quarel and forget ?
Why must like talk until sound like quarel ,
And then like coldwar ?!

Okay sorry .
Just . I feel . Uh .

Maaaan ,
Someone just save me .

Why are not the two cuts on my wrist deep !
Since it's accidentally aint purposely .

--

I'm damn tired .
But I can't fucking sleep now .
WHAT NOW ?!
arghhhhhh .
Not really having a goodday but yeah .
School was quite . Sian . Thinking of not to go .
But in the end I went , Trg and you-know-what .

I teared during recess , or cried ?
Was damn moody in the morning .
Jinghui and Yiting were like kaopeh in the morning .
So I told them to shutup and yeah .
I'm sorry anyway .

Then did Ti neng today .
Although I slacked abit but I really did all those things .
I carried the dumbbell till my wrist muscle ? Like going to burst already .

So waited for Lixuan for her Steven .
then went for bubbletea & went home with Dingwei and Bestf .

I so envy Jiamin pleassse D:
And Zhaoxin , She's no bitch so shutup . [:

--

I didn't want to look at you today .
Okay , I saw you . But after awhile I turned away .
I felt alittle sad inside .
I was happy that you said bye to me .
But when Bestfriend said . Yay ! today you can accompany me .
I acted like I was happy but argh .
I don't know if I'm sad or not .
I still love you alot alot alot .
I still care for you .
I still worry and think about you at times .

--

Ruban and Samuel stop suspecting .
It's so stressful -.-

I think I'm having gastric again .

3 more days to the opening of The Guardian .
Borrrrredddd . Killllll meeee . I won't runaway =.=

A-Damn good kisser.
B- Good all around person.
C- You're wild & crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E-You have a nice ass
F- People totally adore you.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You get hyper easily.
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things.
L- You live to have fun.
M- Success comes easily to you.
N- You are absolutely beautiful.

O- You're an awesome person.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- Sexy!
S- Easy to fall in love with.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.
Z- You're a little too hard to find.

C- You're wild & crazy. ( Truetrue ! )
A-Damn good kisser. ( Noooooo -.- )
R- Sexy! ( Kill me man . )
O- You're an awesome person. ( friends , tell me ? )
L- You live to have fun. ( Quite .. true . )
Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for. ( Boyfriend , tell me ? )
N- You are absolutely beautiful. ( Heh , my foot . )

I'm just bored lah . My shoulders are aching like abc .
Maaaan .
Edit :

I love my friends damn it !
Yeah . I enjoyed . But . I was missing babey .
Sighs . Nearly broke down listening to the song ' Hao xing fen shou ' .

Took loads of pictures .
Wong's my girlfriend man .
He's damn gay -.-
Damn disgusting !

Tired alrdy .

Bye world .

I got two small cut on my wrist man .
=x it's not me .

I sense another war coming .
Kongkong giving me lollipop tomorrow .!
Finally a lollipop for me !

Fuck moodswings .

Baby I love you & I'll never let you go .
Bored like Abc .
R/s is screwed like ahem .
( I don't even know if its screwed or not man ) .
And this is so stupid .
I feel shit now and then the song playing is Grow old with you .

Zhaobin's birthday tomorrow .
I'm sharing present with Samuel tomorrow :/
Her mum calls me Paul TwoHill .
( Do I even look like him ? :/ )

I feel like telling him how much I love him .
I don't know why , but suddenly I feel likee this .
I want to like scream at him and tell him I love him like abc .
( I would cry after that man =x )
But . Now's not the right time . I know .
Thats why I'm gay and I'm a noob .
Damn . D:
I always feel like that at times .
Rahhhh . But its always the wrong time !

Enjoy your day tomorrow people .
Screw my day tomorrow . I don't wanna have a good day .
Make me cry and kill myself .
YAY ! -.-
2 hours , what can you think of ?

I thought of Running away from home , Slit my wrist with my dumb rusty penknife and what else , jump down from the damn window since its open .

Argh . My eyes were swollen and pain .
My heads pain tooo . Rahh .
I'm going to cry .

I tried cheering you up , I failed .
I really wanted to talk to you sooo much but you're down .
You sounded guailan but you're sad so I didn't say much . ( Or I'd get angry. )
You said you're going off and so I told you to go off ,
You said that I didn't want to talk to you so you say you're going off since I don't want to talk to you .
I tried to explain but did I just failed to explain to you .
I explained , you said it makes you cried more .
So I said sorry to you . It didn't help much I guess .
Infact , made you cry even more .

On the bus I was thinking , You're down .
So when you talk in a like - Kp way , I should just shutup .
I won't Kp back at you . I did it . But I think , it didn't help much .
( I'm not trying to say that you don't appreciate waht I do for you , but just abit dissapointed ? )

I know I'm not good at comforting people .
I always say the same thing .
But . Sighs , I shouldnt say much I guess .

My stomach is killing me like - argh .
And I'm still here for you ):
( I'm not trying to say like I'm a hero ) .

I guess it wasn't your fault anyway .
I just REALLY wanted to explain things .
But . . Since you're down then I think it's my fault .
I'll just leave you alone next time . .

All I can say is . I'm sorry babey . Really .
and yeah , I hope you'll accept my explaination .
Um . Nothing much alrdy .

I'm down now .
Sorry for not talking to people who talked to me .

I hate thinking about * .
I feel like killing NOW .

I'm not afraid anymore .
Had fun disturbing Junwei and Ruban . [:
Hahahaha .
Saw my Overall Results .

I failed Lit. , Geog. and History .
So I passed the rest and I don't have to retain !
Only * had to retain and we'll be splitting classs next year ):
Had to buy some shit chinese book but I didn't . Waste money -.-

Then went KFC at TM and Joan's house for Pool .
I can't like play properly today . Damn .
Then went to her house for my dinner .

And then I went home and she went looking for Lijie .
We ran to the stop when the bus was coming .
Like idiots . I think those drivers didn't know there's a bus behind and saw us running like
abc idiots .
Then I went up to the bus , I dropped 55cents .
This bus uncle stop me and asked for my card .
Don't I look like a student and I'm wearing uniform too !
-.-

Coachwife doesn't want us to train tomorrow la .
Damnnnn . I'll be so bored .
Nevermind . I have no life . So don't bother .

Bye world .
My mood's going down .
I'm still doing [: but I think I'm not okay .
Grrrr . .
Hm so we won the match against Duman sec's guys ! :D:D
ahaha , 3-2 okay ! xD .
We somehow expected that we would win . ( I'm not hao lian ing ! )
So yup , it's good that we have confidence though .

Then this asshole of dunman sec . ( I don't know who is it cause I didn't bother to find who is it , or it's just he's too gay to own up . )
He spiked down the ball and hit forehead directly and then another one on my back .
Didn't said sorry and walk away .
Grrr !! But anyway . Heck . -.-''

And Xueer's the Captain . (:
I'm abit sad la =x . But yeah well .
At least I get a placing tooo . :/

Uhm . I failed Geography and this is soooo damn expected , 34/100 [:
Sooooo ' smart ' please - o .

School is just so damn boring now , I waited for damn long for the school bell to ring .
Tomorrow's school ends at 12.30 .

Hm . So I wanna go movie ing . Let me see what movie . . Umm .
( Checking GoldenVillage for movie ) .
Okay fine . I think I already watched most of the movies that are showing now .
And the rest are like NC16 or M18 -.-
So I'm waiting for the Guardian the grudge . [:
Eh no . I still haven't watch the Prestige .
Yeah and there's show tomorrow .

My hands are itchy for pool . .
but shoulders are damn tired now .
Screw it . Pulled my muscles on my shoulder just now .
Blocking and spiking balls .
And saying blocking balls , I can block Duman's balls .
But not seniors . So senior more power than them la :D

YAY NGEE ANN !
:D

I love Yiqi !
Cause she's lending me the Five people you meet in heaven book .!
And I don't ahve to buy it . HAHAHA .

Babey , you're the one I need tonight .



No school today . So I woke up like at 10 .
Was suppose to do the Elearning thing right ?
I don't know what to do so I slept till 10 :/

Training later so I'll be meeting Lixuan at bus stop and Jiamin and Lyvia at 201 Mac .
I wanna play pooool . But no time leh . Training ends at 5 doh . ):

And my results sucks .
I failed my maths ! GRRRRRR .
Then I cried :/
My chinese dropped , Zhaobin and many others trashed me .
Science dropped too I think .
Aiya , ALL RESULTS DROP LA OKAY .

Hope when combine then will pass . :/
Hoho . 25 days to minicup ! :D

I think we'll be having match against dunman sec's guys tomorrow .
Just hope that we'll win . (:(:
My day was good . Uh .
My results sucked loads .

It's hard not to hate you .
I tried , but failed .
So what now ?
It's so tiring hating someone .
Let another year pass and I'll have no worries .
Damn =.=
Fuck.

Tired .
No school tomorrow but training .
Now have to wait till coach reach sgp then we'll know training time .
Bang me man . Rahhhhh .

I'm so TIREDDDD !!

( I'm feeling abit like dizzy now -.- )
Training today was .. okay :/
Did sit ups and back ups .
And do the dumb jump against wall thing . Blockers , sighs .
Better off than I'm left out as a reserve .
:/ 27days more to MiniCup . OHHHH ~

Then went to watch Silk with babey and Juan they all .
Um . Scary ? to me la .
Yuhan and all were in the same theatre with us . We didn't know until the show ended .
Then went whitesands for Mac with babey .

I'm so scared for tomorrow !
):
I don't wanna retain .
The dream last night was dumb .
Grrr ..


Baby , now I need to hold you tight , I just wanna die in your arms .
Here tonight .



Went Vishals house then to suntec city for Deathnote .
Like no storyline uh ? I was like - Whats the moral of the story ? after the movie .
Cold like ABC ! D:

Vishal paid for everything man :/

I wanna watch silk tmr .

Should I askkk babey .. ?
Cause he's like bad mood now . :/
Forget it luh .
I hate it when babey's down .
I'm down anyway .
Again . Not very convincing huh .
-.-

I'm just in a world , that doesn't care .
So what if I'm gone by now .
People would forget about you after awhile .

...

& babey if you're reading this ,
I miss Your shoulders ):
I don't wanna say it in msn because you're down .

Don't love you no more .
BYE .
Um . Got back from movie with dad and sisters .
Rob-b-hood again . No one wanted to accompany me to watch Silk ):
Yeah la . Bestey couldn't come out , too late or whaa ?

Anw , going out to celebrate Vishal's birthday early by A MONTH !
Yeah , he said next month his birthday going back to spain . So yeah ..
Bang me . He damn last minute man .
I havent even got his present ready yet !
Forget it , still got a month more ?
Haha .

I wanna watch silk .
I want my book .
I need sweets manymany .
I need shopping .
BAHHHHH :/

Training on monday .
KILL ME MANNN .
My arms were aching after the training we had that day ):
29 days more to Minicup . Jiayou . No mood to smile .

Goodnight world .
Stupid haze man .
I ain't affected anyway :/
But . . others are ! >:(
Spend the whole day at bestfriend's house .
Went to pool . Hohoho . I won when I was playing with xueer .
She hit in the last ball for me . ( I missed all the chance for hitting my last ball .)
Hhaha . Silly :D

Then went for swimming . Then sauna . Lol .
I'm too lazy to upload the pics up to blogger .
Some other day doh.

I'm going to lose weight .
I swear man .
Or i'd kill myself .
:D

Bye world .
Off to buy sweeets :D

I suddenly miss christmas . .
Sighs . My eyes are somehow swollen after swimming !
I can't remember things that I did two days ago , suddenly .
Oh man .
And so , yesterday , had the basic leadership trg .
Miss Sara told us this purple ribbon story .
And me and bestey cried D:
and , she passed on the ribbon to zakiyah .
Zakiyah cried . I cried even more .
Then went to class . Miss tan gave the whole class too !
Damn funny , she one by one said I love you to us . ( Do you shake hands with someone and say I love you ? Miss Tan did that . ) haha , you can't stop laughing when you see her saying that - to you . I kept laughing but I said I love you too doh .

Bestey passed the ribbon to me .
And I passed mine to her .
she made a difference in my live :D
So does 1C1 !

Then it's me and eugenia's first month anniversary ! :D
YAYYYYYY ! It's 13th -.-''
She wanted to give Sookjuan the ribbon .
She didn't know what to say just gave it to her .
After much thinking . Hahaha .

Then went parkway and blahblah .
Wanted to get my book . But I didn't .
Aww . I wanna go shopping ~
Haha .

I slept from 7pm till this morning 9am .
Damn . I think not much difference from a pig -.-
Blahhhh .. I wanna movieeee D:

and bestey's house for gym !
with Sookjuan .
Hahahaa .

I love you babey :D
And take care ! :D

--

I don't know if I'm still hating you .
I just don't hate you as much as before , but still ..
Okay . Screw that .

hating someone is so tiring manzsx .
you would even feel like killing yourself-.-

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!
Babey was playing me this whole nooon and make me angry and sad like an idiot .
Rah . But anyway , no more war !

And now he calls me a sotong D:
I don't wanna be a sotong and I hate sotong >:( !
Okay la heck . Hahah . (:

No more boooooks !
YAYYYYYY !
I WANT MY FIVE PEOPLE YOU MEET IN HEAVEN NOWWWW !!!!!

Cries .

Edit :

Hahah , felt like doing this quiz .
Got it from Fiona.

1. Is taller then you : ON.
2. Is shorter then you : OFF.
3. Wear braces : ON.
4. Dresses Ghetto : OFF.
5. Dresses Gothic : OFF.
6. Has blue eyes : OFF.
7. Has green eyes : OFF.
8. Has hazel eyes : ON.
9. Brown eyes : ON.
10. Drinks alcohol : OFF ! ( although i drink too , but yeah .)
11. Wears glasses : ON.
12. Smokes : OFF !!!!
13. Plays sports : ON.
14. Smiles a lot : ON.
15. Calls you just to say Hi : ON.
16. Compliments you : ON.
17. Likes to talk : ON.
18. Shy and quiet : OFF!
19. Good dancer : ON.
20. Wears jewelry : OFF.
21. Smiles when you walk in the room : ON.
22. Has brown hair : ON.
23. Has Black hair : ON.
24. Has blonde hair : OFF.
25. Has red hair : OFF.
26. Makeup : OFF.
27. Can make you laugh at any given moment : ON.
28. Loyal : ON.
29. Laid back : ON?
30. Plays guitar : ON.
31. Plays piano : ON !!
32. Plays drums : ON !!
33. Sing : ON.
34. Easily jealous : ON.
35. Doesn't eat meat : OFF.
36. Has a tattoo : OFF.
37. Has a lip ring : OFF.
38. Has tongue ring: ON.


Hahhaa , okok . I'm feeling cold with the fan now .
Soooo stupid .

and again .
FIVE PEOPLE YOU MEET IN HEAVEN ! D:
I miss you !
D':

any regrets for now ?
sigh , sighs , sighed .
i just hope it ain't too late ,
for everything to be right again .

trainings tomorrow ..
i hope babey would understand and won't just say goodbye to me because i don't have the time for him .
i will find time for him . just that . competition are nearing doh .
ok . argh .
Went movie ing with Mckenny . John . SookJuan & Xueer .
Rob-B-Hood . Keep laughing . Then cried when it's the end alrdy .
):

John treated us Jack's place . Um .
Then we went xueer's house .

Saw herman ong and people la .
Then chiong there .
They all say I grow fat alrdy .
( It's true what . )

Bangs .
Okay .
I don't wanna care about anything alrdy .
Or it'll forever sounds like my fault .
( Actually already sound like my fault . but still . )

I neeed manymany sweets & my book ! ):
Regret for not buying Five people you meet in heaven just now .
D':

--

I miss You . .
I still remember the first song I heard with your iPod .
And I heard that song at Jack's place again.
Saw the couple played the dumb game we use to play before we quarelled like abc ,
and become like what we are now .
I said that I don't wanna care .
But I can't like . Don't care .
I just don't want to be always the one saying sorry and giving in .
I know you do give in but ..
Ahh . Forgetit .
Misunderstandings .

You hear what people say that's untrue ,
You believe and this is what would happen .
Scrrrrrew that .
Bored .

got this from Audrey .

1. Are you currently mad at someone?
Somehow yeah .

2. Which of your family members has the
worst temper?
My second sister :/

3. Have you ever thrown something at
anyone?
Yeah .

4. Does your face turn red when you're
angry ?
I don't know .

5. When you're mad do you prefer to
stare angrily or yell?
YELLL !

ORANGE- EXCITEMENT

1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise
party for you?
Nopeey . I'm waiting for one xD .

2. Are you easily excited?
Not realleh .

3. What event is coming up that you're
most excited about?
Finishing of EOY & we're going ZOO ! :/

4. Which of your friends is most excitable?
Wonders .

5. If you won a million dollars what would
be your first thought?
Let's go shopping man ~!

6. If you could have anything right now,
what would it be?
Moneymoneymoney ~

YELLOW - SELF DISCOVERY

1. Name:
Carolyn .

2. Where were you born?
Singapore.

3. What's your main goal in life?
Erm . Earn loads of money for mom and dad ! .

4. Do you want to have children?
Yeap.

5. How do you want to die?
Sick & Die .

GREEN - OPINIONS

1. Gay marriage?


2. Lower the drinking age?


3. Capital Punishment?


4. Abortion?
They havent even get a chance to see the world then you want kill them alrdy
):

5. Recycling?
I don't recycle ?

PURPLE - LOVE

1. Do you love someone?
I love my babey , my girlfriends , my class and manymany !

2. Do you have a crush?
Nope.

3. Who is the best hugger that you know?
My babey & girlfriends .

4. Do you believe in love at first sight?


Q&A
Q: How many beds were you in yesterday?
Three . Mine . Parent's . Sister's

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
Red&white .

Q: Name one thing that you do everyday?
Sleeeeep .

Q: How much cash do you have on you
right now?
no cash ! D:

Q: I can't wait till...?
Training & Under13 comp .
My dumb results .

Q: Who got you to join Friendster?
Friends.

Q: Is your crush on your friends list?
noooooo ! D:

Q: Look to your left. What's there?
Room's door.

Q: What website(s) do you visit the most?
Blogs .

Q: Do you have plants in your room?
Nope. I don't even bother about my cactus alrdy .

Q: Does anything hurt on your body right
now?
Gastric ?
:/

Q: What city was your last taxi ride in?
...

Q: Do you own a picture phone?
don't talk to me about phones now .
>:(

--

Things will be fine .
I hope .
I'm will die without babey .

fine . diaaaam ~
I'm still wondering should I play the soccer match for my class tomorrow .
Samuel would buy me anything .
I want manymanymany sweeeets now!
So many days without sweeets ):

AHHHH . I NEED SWEETS .
okay sorry . wrong moood today .
I'm just saying how i feel .
Not purposely here for you to read and think that i'm abc .

I wannna cry and cry and cry .
But my tears won't come out .
& I feeeeeel soooo damn terrible now .

I'm skipping dinner .
Damn . No mood .
Why do I bother on so much things .

It ain't my fault sometimes .
Juuust so , dumb .
Fuck .

I'm listening to the same song .
And I love the song cryin' .
I'm slow . Diaaam .

I forget waht i wanna type .
I'll come back and edit later if i remember .
& thanks samuel for your concern .
nice 'ex bf' xD .
& Jiamin :D

I know my posts are vulgar .
I apologise . okay.
bus should've rammed me .
I should've fall sick and die .
and bye .

Lost without you .
--
Now what are you trying to tell me , awman .
I think you don't care already .
I didn't care what others said .
I just carried on , eh so what I get in the end .
fuck .

Now I'm taking the initiative and you're not .
Maybe you'll think it's right since you always take initiative last time .

WE'RE LIKE QUARELLING MOST OF THE TIME !
FUCK .
is it me at fault ?
You tell me .
I wanna be like what we use to be .
I hate life like that .

I worry that I don't even have the time for you when training comes back .
You like sometimes damn abc and don't understand that I've been like .
Finding time for you .

not only you have lesser time with your friends .
me too okay . ):
One more Science paper & no more exams .
I didn't study science .

Chinese paper sucks .
For the first time I say that chinese paper is difficult .
OhOh :/

And..
Training time !
Sooooooooo Despo for training D':
( But time with him .. argh . )

Not having a good day .
Shutup >:| .

Went Tm for breakfast then Zhaobin's mum ask us to go Suntec .
She treated us PizzaHut .
Cool mum , Can scold vulgar word summore doh .
there's no more the havianas i wanted )':
Another one la .
I'm going to buy that & another one . Hoho .
And I need new FBTs man .

I don't know why the fuck am I worrying over that thing .
I'm so effing affected can . OKAY . fuck that .
RAWRRRRRRRR !!!!!!!

I can type fuck a thousand million times now .
STFU !!!

I hate to hate people .
I just can't stop hating You .
D:
Hate me , I won't care .
Thanks .

I'm too sian to care so much .

Dissapoinment comes in blows .
Fine .
Okay , Babey's damn cute .
He's just damn cute .
Maybe you don't know what I'm talking about , nevermindy (:

I'm off to malaysia sooon . ( damn )
Till Sunday )))))))))):

And I hope babey read this .
I'm sorry that I can't accompany you on sunday .
( Omg I'm going to cry sooon . . I really feel damn bad 'bout not being with him on our anniversary day .)
This is so shit .
I don't even feeel like going damn .
Rah . Yeah . Kill me D:

I'll be missing you .
Might be a little worried .
But anyways , enjoy your weekends ! :D
( I know you will la . Hahah[: )

Sleep early & Rest Well ah .
Goodnight for today , tomorrow and sunday (:

I LOVE YOU !!
Happy 3rd month babey ! :D

Bye all .
I'm sad cos I can't celebrate anni with babey ):
WT_!
- Cries .
Gonna post long today !(:

I'm back from shopping for my shoes for the damn wedding dinner .
From Tm to whitesands .
Babey left with his friends at Tm . I'm damn sad la .
( I was the one who asked him to go with his friends , Idiot -.- )
Yeah . Mood went alittle down .

I'm leaving for malaysia tomorrow .
( like 1 day only and I can't bear to leave babey ):): )
I'm bored ,
So I decided to do this for my babey, my teammates & 1C1 !
Hahah .

For babey :

Eh you know I miss You . ):
ALOT OKAY .
And you dont need to say sorry to me actually .
It wasn't your fault or anybody's (:
I even told you to go off with them .
( I knew you wanted to ! hahaaha ! )
You left and you knew that I was sad .
Haha . But neverminds (:(:
I'm happy that you spend time with me today or I won't even have the chance until next week !
I was having moodswing last night but because of you no more moodswings !
I love you manymany .
More than words man XD .
I'm staying there for like one day & I think I alrdy can't tahan .
I wonder how am I going to survive without you mann .
You're like leaving for a weeek . - Faints - D:
But anyway , you'll be there enjoying and me suffering .
Haha . Eh I actually don't mind me suffering as long as you're happy lo .
I hate to see you sad and down .
Things that are negative will start to come out from your mouth .
Haaha . I think this is too long . Continue in my tomorrow's letter . (:

Xueer , SookJuan , Jiamin , Lyvia , Lixuan , Estelle , Eugenia , SarahTan :

Might not know you guys well , hhehe , but I enjoy being with you guys !
Happy , sad and tired times together .
Under13 is around , so hope you people get back the - qiu gan - sooon after exams are over and when training starts ! :D

Love ya all ! :D

People of 1C1 :
( Especially > Joan , Sheryl , Jinghui , Yiting , Sylvia , Yinghui , Zhaobin , Ruban , Cephas , Junwei , Gerald wong & vishal . )

Hope you guys pass all the exams(:
( and stop guailan - ing the teacher we had today ! hhaa )
And I just love the people I listed their names la .
Geraldwong thanks for you guai lan me .
Junwei for letting me abuse you xD .
Ruban for letting me abuse , steal your things :D .
And thank you cephas ho for pu bor - ing me -.-
Joan and all the girls for raping me in class .
And vishal ! for say hi to me for no reason -.-

haha , I have a funny class :|
Finefine .

--

Lollipops&Letters for babey tomorrow !
Bought the lollipop at More than words & the shape is flower shape .
Gay sia . But I think It's nice .
So I sacrifice and give it to babey .
hahaha . so hero right babey ! :D

& Ruban just reminded me that I tored his shirt that day .
Hahahaha . Sorry la chairman .

Hope those people will see it (:

Goodbye world .

( No blogging for like 2 days . Faints D: )
( edited . scroll downn (: )

Boring person + boring life + boring post = NO LIFE !
Eh I seriously have no life & I'm boring la .
( I'm serious doh , I'm BORING .)

I'm having mooodswiing + Pms ing right now .
Shutup and excuse me if you wanna come piss me off .
Or even start a fight ( as in quarrel ) with me .
Make appointment next day doh .

I think I do things fast tonight .
Much of Tv but I'm Not enjoying my day .
Excuse me . I Just wanna say the word FUCK .
-.-

Got this from Fiona.

100 things about me :D

1. Name : Carolyn koh
2. Middle name : Refer to above damnit .
3. Last name : Refer to above !
4. Location : Pasir Ris.
5. Place of Birth : Singapore.
6. Date of Birth : 19 04 1993.
7. Male or Female : Female.
8. Bus :
9. Occupation : Student.
10. Initial :
11. Screen name :

Your Apperance :

12. Hair colour : Black.
13. Hair length : Short.
14. Best features : No Feature.
15. Height : 159cm.
16. Glasses :
17. Shoes size : 6/7.5
18. Weight : ain't gonna tell . I know I'm heavy . Shh .
19. Character : You tell me .
20. Attitube : I think I'm okay . Just abit idiot sometimes .

Your Firsts :

21. First best friend : carolyn loon ( I wonder why quizzes like to ask this kinda questions )
22. First award : cn't remember .
23. First sport you joined : Volleyball.
24. First thing you did today : Wonders .
25. First thing you ate today : toothpaste ! :O
26. First thing you said today : shutup [:
27. First crush : you .
28. First love : myself .

Your Favourites :

29. Movie : All are nice doh .
30. TV show : I love Fairly odd parents !
31. Colour : Green , Red , Black , Gold.
32. Rock Band :
33. Place to get Groceries : NTUC.
34. Food : Bugerking ! ( but we don't have any in pasirris ! ): )
35. Season : Winter.
36. Candy : Lollipop !!
37. Sport : Soccer , Volleyball , Basketball .
38. Resturant : We'll see .
39. Animal : Dogs ?(:
40. Books : I don't read books , and I don't know why .
41. Magazine : Teens and Teenage.
42. Handphone model : SonyEricson.
43. Cantoon show : Fairly odd parents ! :D
44. Days : Fridays . ( we get to go home early la , must say how many times )

Currently :

45. Doing before you started this survey : Complaining to sylvia about my hair .
46. Thinking : Not really thinking but worrying about babey .
47. Wearing : Black Fbt & Team Tshirt .
48. Crying about : In the morning over my mum . Argh .
49. Eating :
50. Drinking :
51. Typing : Words.
52. Listening to : Without love - Stacie Orrico .
53. Thinking about : Where to go tomorrow ..
54. Wanted : To go shopping.
55. Watching :
56. Staring at : The computer.

Your Future :

57. Where do your see yourself in 5years time : NanYang JC ? hohoho .
58. Kids : A girl and A boy ?
59. Want to be marry : don't know .
60. Career in mind : Hotel manager ah ? ( this is ABC ) .

Which is better for the Opposite sex :

61. Hair colour : No ahlian Ahbeng colour mann .
62. Hair lenght : Short .
63. Eye colour : Normal , black. :D
64. Height : 170cm and above ?
65. Cute or Sexy : CUTE !
66. Lips or eyes : Eyes.
67. Hug or Kisses : Hughugs (:
68. Short or Tall : Tall !
69. Easygoing or Serious : Depend at times la.
70. Romantic or Spontaneous : wonders .
71. Good or Bad : Good.
72. Sensitive or Spontaneous : Spntaneous
73. Hook-up or Relationship : Relationship.
74. Trouble maker or Hesitant One : None.
75. Handsome or Cute : cute ?
76. Rich or Poor : depends .
77. Talk alot or Quiet person : talk alot .

Have you ever :

78. Kissed a stranger : NO -.-''
79. Had a surgery : ( this is so abc .)
80. Gone commando : faints .
81. Run away from home : Never .
82. Broken a bone : Nooo .
83. Got an X-RAY : Yeah .
84. Been on a cruise : No.
85. Got a car accident : Nopey .
86. Dumped someone : Dumped as in .. ?
87. Cried when some one died : Never .
88. Cried in school : Like yeahhh ?!?!

Do you believe in :

89. God : dont knows .
90. Miracles : wonders .
91. Love at First sight : I DONT KNOW .
92. Ghosts : Yeah ,
93. Aliens : Yeahyeah , I got this video that shows a UFO !
94. Soul Mates : We'll see who is it .
95. Heaven : yeah ?
96. Hell : yeahla yeahla .
97. Answers Prayer : Yeap.
98. Kissing on the First Date : Noo . so dumb .
99. Horoscopes : Maybe it'll be accurate sometimes .

Answer Truthfully :

100. Is there someone you wish you had :
BBANG ME NOW !

--

This quiz is so ABC .
Faints .

Should I go down to study with Leonard ?
Okay , Maybe I should .
My geog is ABC alrdy .

--

Edit :

Okay Leonards coming to my house to study .
But I'm gonna continue on my MSN with babey .
Mummys on good mood . Means I got chance take back phone .
& babey's okay alrdy !(:

I manage to make him smile okay !
( I dont even know a simple sentence can make him smile . )
Oh idiots! hahaha .

And he made me smile like a idiot too .
I doubt he know I'm smiling .
Okay . I think he know .
Cos I'm forever smiling when I'm talking to him .
Hahah .

My kongkong is sososo coool .
He showed me a picture and I laughed like idiot .

( I think I'm really a idiot . )

Night world! :D

Nearly forget to wish you people :
GoodLuck for EOYs ! :D
I doubt you people enjoy this period .
Hahahahas . (:



I cut my fringe .
( not me , my mum forced me to . Argh . )
And . I think I look damn Abc .
Ah . But I think it's still okay ?
Or no . Okay . Fine .
I miss my fringe .

Bahhhh :|

GEOG GEOG GEOG !!!!
Rah . I hate geography .
I'm going to study later .
And does drinking chicken essence help ?
I don't know . Tutor and mum say it helps .
Blahblah . . .

I want my phone back damnit .
I neeeeed to sms babeyyyyyy ):):):
worry , worries , worried .
Aw Damn .

Bye .
Chinese paper 1's over . -Faints-

I wrote crap for letter writting again .
still wondering if it's the right format or not .

After exams went to 201 to eat .
Then halfway we talked about Cordyceps .
And I didn't know that it was worms ? :/:/.
Then there's this place that sells chinese medicine .
Then Sarah went to ask them . And it's worms la .
( faints . I just took them yesterday . )
And yeah . went to bought honeywheatgrass and honeylemon from there too .

Geog. tomorrow .
Hope the paper's hardeasy
:D?

I was cryin' when I met you .
Hahah(:

And babey is falling sick ?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH .
He cannot fall sick doh .
Or the doctor will lose license .
*bangs head against wall*
Neh . Hope babey get wellll soooon .
And nothing will happennnn .

I'm sitting down here like a idiot .
I'm worried about him lah . ):):
babeybabeybabey !

I Lovehate my ____ .
B Y E . R A H .
Another day passed , tomorrow's chinese paper I .
And y'know . I don't even know the format for the letter wrtting .
I didn't bring my book back + I didn't listen to MrFong when he was going thru it .
Oh great -.-

Stayed @ Mac to study with babey .
And I don't know alot of things about Elements&Compounds .
And I'm sososo afraid of maths paper cos my results for maths now are like !@#
):):

Okay . I'm off to bed . Tired again .
Feel like going to the park tomorrow .
I neeeeed to work . I'm broke ! D:
Hello .

Didn't felt like blogging for the past few days doh .
Tired & stressed :|
The thought of studying geog kills me .
Yeah . I only know how to read the map . 4&6 grid reference ,
The earth's structure and volcanoe .
I can't even understand a shit about rivers !

Quite dissapointed in my test(s) results .
Recent science test I've got 19/30 .
Before this i could get above 20 .
And 35.5/95 for maths test .
Yeah , Failed like !@# .

All my marks went down .
Yeah . I don't know whats wrong with me .
I just know that I'm stressed fullstop .

Watched StayAlive .
To me it's horrible .
As in - scary .
Boo . Yiting and all went OMG .

And then today ,
I'm suppose to watch Rob-B-Hood .
Because of my mum , everythings screwed .
And I'm not going to talk to her unless she talk to me nicely .
IT WASN'T MY FAULT FOR NOT TELLING HER I WENT OUT .
I TOLD MY DAD ALRDY DAMN IT .

then bestfriend called and told me her friend found a job for us .
Erh , Mac ? a cosmetic blahblah .
Yeah , I don't know .
I just have to work for money .

& exams over quick .
I need trainings now or bang .

Yiqi's Fanclub leh :
Thanks for spamming .
BYE .