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Hey all.

School and everything has been gr8 so far. I have no complains or whatsoever.
My team and I have proceeded to the semi-finals alr and we're up against Dunman next.
I've skipped school today because I woke up late and I'd rather skip school than have my phone confiscated. Have been playing Psp whenever I had the time because I like and it's fun.

So, I have been blogging on this blog for however long and I wanted to change my blog's url for quite sometime alr but I haven't had the time or couldn't be bothered coming online to change so I guess today will be the day. Blogs haven't been the most private online diary but I guess it beats having to lug around one real diary even if it has a padlock. My house ain't a place for hiding shit -turns and look at my mum.

My last archives is the September 2006 one and I have posted so much shit here. Kinda like my life since middle of my secondary one life. Time flies and I am in friggin' sec four alr. The thoughts of having to see my dear mates graduating before me kinda hurts because that means it will only be me and Joan plus the younger ones next year and I don't think I can handle the shit. Some teachers in school are kinda like making it hard for us (the team) I guess.

My relationship is not the best one but I guess I'm still kinda living it. Getting used to stuff and all. Things will work out as always but perhaps not. Lets just see how far this goes this time round and how long my paranoia can stay hold. Looking at the people you work with everyday, it makes it even harder to trust you're nothing like them. I don't think I make a good girlfriend because I'm ugly and fat like that. I want your attention too much and the love and care I need I don't get from you but I have to make do with what I have. I never had to make do with what I have if I had a choice. Now that I'm with you.. I read those emails we used to send each other when we're so faraway. As compared to now, everything is so different. I kinda wished you are now back for a holiday and not staying here for the next few years. I know you try and convince me but. Thanks for trying and I believe you too. Just. . .
Happy 18th anyway. Not like we both care too much anyway since we're both kinda busy.
Love you anyway.

It's Valentines day on saturday. What we gonna do about it. Nothing. At all.
I don't know if it's refer to my r/s as sad or alright..

I saw the instructions on how to make chocolate truffles and now, gonna prepare and go meet Sheryl at whitesands and go over to Joan's.

I hope Bel is having fun at Aust now :D (luv)


In the plane back to Sg.

BURYOURHEAD.

Hello Yilin, I fucking love youuuu hahahah.
Finally, a movie with the 8 and my first Nc16 movie!!! It's not even my birthday yet but the movie theatre at Century Square actually allow you in if you are gonna be 16 that year. Heehee. But the goddamn movie suck ballz (Love matters). It's just talking about sex and all so may I know what makes it Nc16?!?! Huh?!?! Board of films?!?! I swear Sg is still not OPEN enough. Like srsly, we fucking learn about sex in school so EXCUSE ME?(???)

I'm just glad the 9 of us went out for a MOVIE again. Hahah.

Anyway, I'm gonna go game soon. I need a DS so I can play cooking mama. Fking hell :(

I liked POA today. I think I'm getting better. I hope so too.

Hello Zb, just wanted to tell you again that everyday is a new day okay! There are new suprises everyday, HOR? Hahaha.

Okay. Aunt is complaining about this man.
Aunt(in cheena): Na ge wu gui wan ba dan.
See, this is what Mahjong can do. That guy also another bastard so what the fk.

Okay game time. Baiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~
Love.
I've been cursing and swearing at those assholes working at youknowwhere. I'm so ticked off because if they can't give me what I want by Saturday, the one who gets all the bullshit is ME. So, is it unreasonable that I get so worked up?!?!?! Omfggggggggg. Okay I need to chill.


Today, is the only day, in the past few months, that I've stayed online for so long. I usually log off within half an hour without saying "Goodbye" or anything like that. That's why I get complains. Heh.

I skipped school today because I woke up at 7.20am. The time that I'm suppose to leave the house and the thoughts of having to do canteen duty just made me not want to attend school anddddddddddd Mum went Bangkok without telling me but everyone else. Tsk.

Less than 8 months to N level, less than 4 months to the big separation with my 4year mates. J and I are gonna be the loner next year in da team. Can we just quit...
Sigh. I hate this year. Meow.

I need to go gaming now! Hahahaha.

I realised many things now. We haven't quarrelled for quite sometime now but you didn't notice.. I don't know what should I be doing now. I read your blog and the posts that you posted on days when we quarrel badly. I guess we're different now. Someday, we will end like how Emma on Bride Wars ended with her husbandtobe. You saw me growing up for 4 years already. How I wish I knew that everything would stay the same.





Happy CNY everyone! ;D

I am only allowed to sleep last night after 12 and the praying and it's full house at my place today. I get Angpao so who gives a shit. Aunt cooked so much food that it looked as if my house was having buffet. I kinda have enough angpao $_$ already and I don't really care too much for another one. I GOT A RED PACKET THAT CONTAINS $2. BLOODY..... But everywhere and everyone is recession ing so . .

There some eclipse or some sort yada bullshit going on with the sun and I see people outside "camping" alr.

I really can't be fucked blogging. I just needed everyone to know I'm still alive, :D

OH, my first match is on the 2nd of Feb which is next week. Please come and support your Mother, ME :D

Ok love.

(The wedding game SUCK)
I cannot depend on who I used to depend on anymore. I can't complain what I want anymore. I don't have to walk to the interchange to take 109 home anymore, there's no point. Everything that happened before is the past now. I really wish I was that flawless and good enough for whoever had me.

We sat at the park near my house last night and I remembered clearly how much fun we were having 2 nights ago before last night. Last night was totally different from then and this is how god makes fun of us, i guess.

Maybe it's better like that. Just incase 2009 gets any worse.

It's time to focus on what I'm suppose to.

I hope the rest don't fail me. I think I'm strong enough this time.

Thanks Jeremy! :D
I promise you I'm always here.

Trg time soooooon! :)
I skipped the second day of CIP. We spent the whole of yesterday morning folding those big black bags and taping them with doublesidetapes and folding the flyers. Had our break and went to those blocks to give them out to every single door. Today they are collecting it.

I had a good sleeeeep. I must watch Ghost whisperer tonight too. I saw the trailer and I alr feel the sadness(?) LOL.

I shouldn't blog. F.

I love Yilin anyway hahahahahaha.

Ok baby bye!
I actually feel like taking Astrophysics (sp?) when I further my studies. I fucking love Mr Lee. So do the other girls, heh.

Anyway, I'm at ramp inter's mac. Waiting for him as something happpened at somewhere.
I'm down with flu and cough. But they are minor so it is alright. But this just shows that I'm falling sick.
Yes, fall sick.

Lee chai noi was very nice to me today. I like and I shall continue to be good until she make noise about me.

I like school. Kinda. I like being a 16 year old girl. I wanna be forever seventeen though. Won't ever grow old and die. But this is life. Sigh. I'm startingtowork hard for my n levels already. Why didn't i take through-train. . But not as if I would enjoy it much so -

This is all for now. Till next time when I get better.

Love.